@Idksamad7869 28 September 2021 more from that month

Life of a depressed person

28.09.2021 Living in an era where mostly peoples are depressed. They do really want to finish themselves there's no hope for them and it become worst day by day to spend a single day or second thinking about 100 things going inside their head. If you think a person who is poor and a person who don't have food to eat is worst and hard to live but I don't think same if a person is depressed than no matters how rich he is or what's his living style if he's not happy with his life than it's hardest thing for that person. I've seen and experience a life being a depress guy and seen many peoples as well so today i will discuss this and grab your popcorn Reason behind why a person is depressed There's plenty of reason some peoples are depressed coz of their married life and leave this here we'll discuss why mostly teenagers are depress and what type of reason exist and made them so depressed that they give up Depressed life because of family issues Depressed life after breakup Depression after hearing peoples nonsense And many more as well but will talk about these things today i can pretty much relate with few of them and will tell where i feel most depressed. Depressed life because of family issues God has gifted us with blessings relations and family is most important thing for a person but sometimes depression came from family side Those are lucky who born in a family where theirs no toxicity and other family matters. I've not experienced but seen many parents shouting on their kids all the time and it make him sick and person loss his confident in his life. Mostly middle class families boys feel most depressed and pressure they need to struggle hard to manage their life and because they are one step away from poverty every step they took is more like sacrificing a dream. I've seen many peoples who leave chasing their dream becuase of a family member. This all things create a burden on person and he automatically start feeling pressure and than start spending time thinking too much and that's what make person feel most depressed. Career tensions I'm most depressed soul just because of career tension and i don't know from where i can start and make my future bright. I've seen some dreams not for myself but for my family and day by day I'm going in depressed life because i can't see anything positive going to happen in next year's or months. Well i believe in Allah from start there was a time when i worked in multiple places and I've experience to make money in real life and I'm confident that i can do much better than where i did work but right time will reveal all i know is just focus on things and always belief in Allah so this is only solution in my head to come out from depression. Believe me everytime i feel depressed and hopeless i just trusted him (S.W.T) and i came out from that situation. Health issues Some peoples feel depressed because of their mental or physical health condition. They don't want to tell their parents or someone what they're going through. Even I'm a person who don't care about health or tell my mom until it become so worst. I'm feeling pain in my wrist still and it's been now 3-4months i didn't told my mother until she saw I'm not able to carry load at that time i told her and than she started taking care of me and bought medicines which is already completely done but it's pain isn't gone yet but i told my mom that it's fine now and yeah it's much better just a pain i can bear and handle by my own but sometimes i feel depressed because of health issues I'm so unhealthy and careless about my health. Depressed life being a student I never experienced this in my student life even struggling hard at that time when i was studying and was working at same time but i never feel depressed coz of this reason i always spent my school life enjoying and learning what they teach. But I've some friends who feel so depressed being a student they literally cry because of less marks and i only cried that time two years back when i was returning from my school towards home with poor marks and with one supply even though i knew it that I'll clear it easily but truth is i already cleared that exam but still got failed coz I wasn't able to attempt in practical exam I've some friends who feel depress and fear of getting less mark in exam and they literally start making their life hell depressed thinking what will happen if i get low marks our relatives and parents will feel ashamed because of us It's okay their parents want to see them successful but if someone isn't able to fulfill your expectations it doesn't mean parents will force you I've some friends who got more than 90% and they are crying over this instead of enjoying. Depressed life after breakup I'm single since birth so I don't have any concern with this but I've seen peoples on social media crying they had breakup after 4-5 years being in a relationship. I don't know how it feels like but literally person destroy themselves just because of this They can't move on and i fear a lot for loving someone just because of these reasons i know it will hurt one day and that's why I don't have interest in this. Now you'll think about my noise cash posts so it's just because of fun not to get into relationship. Depressed life hearing other peoples nonsense I don't care about what other peoples saying and that's why I'm safe from this but still i hear from many peoples that I'm just useless,wasting time and always talking nonsense about other person which doesn't make sense I hate that moment when someone visit your house as a guest and now start asking about personal life. Wherever i worked in past few years i heard many things from peoples not related to work but what make me feel depressed is that I'm working happily somewhere and a random person will enter and gonna ask you personal question like "where you from?" "What's your father name" "how many brothers you are?" Like seriously who give anyone right to ask these question to random person i just want to shut their mouth but coz of respect issues i always stay quite in such situations. Well it doesn't hurt that much until a person from neighborhood visit your house and right infront of me start talking nonsense without knowing anything. Closing thoughts It was just a random idea came in my mind i was sad and a bit depressed thinking about personal things so i decided to go with this one. I only know reason and cure of this depression is stay connected with God and trust him no matter which situation you're he'll help you and this is nothing just a test from him to test out patience and in my life i always learned patience I don't want to be sad but i always don't want to be happy. I'll always help others seeing someone in trouble I'll stand for that person but I'll not expect from that person to stand with me in my worst. I'm not a person who participate in other peoples happiness. Well it was all for today i wasn't in mood to write anything today but I don't know what and why I'm writing this i need some rest and break I'm fine but tired from everything.