Greetings!

I'm failure once again life is proving this thing i started my writing career for almost 3months not completed yet with hope of before ending of april I'll reach 1bch and it was my goal coz i prefer holding BCH for future and as a member of Club1bch it was my vision to reach and when i was giving hope to my self that i can reach to my target within time i was wrong and it's beyond my expectations.

Since i set my goal for reaching 1bch i created strategy for myself and worked on it but failed.

What was main reason i was getting enough support and love on each article i posted every single new article in day

I was used to think about topic when i published once and always getting ready for next one to not loss hope and will reach my 1bch and complete my little dream i saw after joining this platform.

I preferred holding BCH

I always prefer to hold my BCH for my future dreams i was working hard to open own business with BCH it's another topic will talk about this and other side whenever i was looking forward to reach 1bch every time i got urgent money required and converting them for use

But even after converting them i worked more hard if I'm writing 1 article and giving rest for a day in week i prefer to achieve what i need by working more hard even i wrote 2 articles a day.

I'm still to far achieving my dream but will make it true coz it's BCH community and nothing is impossible for anyone if they are looking for dreams then they are working in right place.

Obstacles in my way when i hold BCH

2months back BCH price was down and i was working honestly and there was a hope i can do it and then when i realize it's getting harder and harder for me to reach there reason's was nothing except those needs i was looking for more than i need and coz to learn new things i was working to buy laptop for me and it took my all holdings away

If I'm not wrong at that time when BCH was at 550$ i converted 0.5bch i was half away from my dream 1bch target and this way everything got ruined.

But then after buying it i realize it was a good decision coz i was already late to get admission and new batch was started and i joined them before BCH and if i never got this opportunity than it requires 4-5 months working in a place with less money and can't dream for laptop coz the money i earned from other place can just fulfil my family needs.

Now after this i was looking forward to hold BCH but it prices was way high and i was already in big loss but somehow i handled my self and worked normally to make 1bch

Then after few weeks i bought mobile for mother with BCH money i make by writing articles.

And rest of money I've at that time i gave it to my mother to buy whatever she's need and everything I've was finished my holdings from 2months spent like this and my dream for achieving 1bch remain like dream and i think it's a failure.

Effect on club 1bch

I think I'm not a loyal member to my club coz everyone is holding and I'm doing this things and ruining my whole journey with them but they never asked me why you're not holdings or we will kick you out if you ever did this again nothing like this ever happened everyone is loyal except me and they are doing very good and we all are backbone of each other

Even I don't remember if she was @bmjc98 or jane who told me if it's your need then no worry go and start from zero which inspire me alot coz i was already fed up by not reaching continuously

She's not only one every person there have vision,dreams,goals we all are supportive person of community and will take this club to next level soon.

Articles i wrote in 2months

I wrote 48 articles in 60 days (2months) and you can count them as well if you've any doubt and it's showing 12 days i took rest to feel fresh and refresh my thoughts but count 1week as i was busy or traveling outside city which make tired and already too late i always updated you guys that I'm busy today or traveling so it's main reason why it's not 60 in 60 days but previous month i wrote 29 in 30 days which means i fulfil my promise and responsibility to reach my goal of 1bch but time ran out and in the end i became a failure who can't reach at time.

Satisfaction with this platform

I never feels as satisfied I'm working on this platform since i joined there are thousands reasons to say this or everyone knows we all are satisfied who are showing their efforts and getting results i worked 2months and not even a single complain from my side for anyone working in this platform or platform it self i never met persons who are working here they are more supportive and everything you knows.

My 1bch progress now

I'm again fully working hard and this time I don't need anything for personal and just holding to reach 1bch as soon as possible but it require double efforts now coz of prices of BCH are too high and need to work more gently .

I know I've to fight against many obstacles again but will work and try to remain on right track it's been 1month I'm holding my BCH and my progress is less than half means almost half BCH completed let me show you

I'm almost half done with my dream 1bch but for me it's looking to hard to complete this month if BCH continue pumping like this coz 0.01bch is now equal to 10$ which means if i wrote 10 article and in 10 days i can complete 0.1bch and this month it's looking i can only add 0.3bch more to my main wallet of this month but hard work and dedication can make it double and I'll try to reach my dream 1bch this month.

Multiple work to gain

2months back i was aiming to achieve 1bch by writing only and now I'm thinking to add multiple amount in it like from noise cash or NFTs amount to reach my 1bch this month to make it easy for me and not feel demotivated if this month pass like this and didn't achieve what I'm aiming then it's not good for me but I'm thinking positive and seeing less chances like this so will give my multiple efforts and everything to achieve it.

Closing thoughts

In the end when i look the things and what i did for family i think I'm successful but when i look other side I can't reach to my 1bch goal I think I'm a failure and sometimes feel depressed too but let me know if i were you and you've to options to choose holdings or things you need urgently or family support what will you choose i choose family or urgent things i need to buy but at same times it feel like I'm a failure so what's your thought on this.

I hope it's a worth reading and your feedback is value able for me and let me know it in comment section.

Fin.