I don't wanna write ✍🏻✍🏻 blame it on my coins 😭 😭

Sigh, what will you do if you see an amount that could help you buy something but it's just stuck? It's not thousands, just a few hundred barya barya lang but it is there, sitting, looking back at you with its tongue sticking out, telling you, "Bleeh!!".

So I don't wanna write, blame it on my tokens!

I just got excited when sis BCH_Lover talked about withdrawing her earnings and I was like, "Why can't I do that too?". So I checked the ecoin-official website, logged in, and saw that I have $10 worth of coins. I just noticed though that my interests were stopped until I have 5 referrals and I had to connect a Telos ID from a Safex wallet. So I downloaded Safex using my emulator because I don't have a smart "smart" phone anymore and I tried connecting my Telos ID to ecoin but it didn't work. What a frustration. I think getting that money and adding it to my budget will remain a dream forever.

I also logged in to my Coinbase account and saw that I have more than 200 pesos worth of XRP. I can't trade, nor send it to my Coins.ph account because it is only worth 5 XRP. Coinbase requires a minimum of 22 XRP before I could send it to my Coins.ph account. And that amount has been there for 2 years now! Coinbase doesn't even support XRP. What am I gonna do? My ecoin and my XRP are already worth 700 pesoses..That is like 80 pieces of diapers already. Tabang mga langit!

You might laugh at me because of that amount, but everything counts no matter how small an amount is, tama ba ako? 😭😭😭😭

I am not sure if I can move on from this situation. Perhaps I should forget about it, otherwise, I will just keep on being frustrated and disappointed.

Siguro, balikan ko na lang sila sa future but for now nganga na lang muna.

Anyways, let's change the topic.

My aunt from the USA called me today because she wanted to request something from me. She even apologized for not being in contact and fulfilling her promise in sending me some money because of her health and financial conditions, which I understood. We talked about a lot of things including our family issues, the Marites in the province, or Mariteses. I am glad that we are able to talk about a lot of stuff that we never did before when we were both in Manila.

She is a person who always rants but she is generous and kind -maybe she doesn't want to appear vulnerable to us that's why she acts as "masungit" and "bungangera" machine gun mouth lols. But whenever she is able and I am not in a good financial condition, she would always help. Especially when I was hospitalized and I needed money for the follow-up check-up.

And I told her that if I pass the scholarship, I will need help buying new shoes because all of my shoes gave up on me, "Sapatos nga bumibigay, pagibig ba kaya?". Hugot pa more!

If I do pass the scholarship, it will open a lot of opportunities for me and my family. I will be able to deliver my valedictory speech on Facebook for my school and I will be able to redeem myself to my grandma who never talked to me for 9 years. I am so excited. But just like what I said, whether I will get it or not, I will always be honored with the experience.

You see, I don't really wanna write tonight blame it on my coins but I still published this story. Ironic. Crazy.

I'm gonna sign off now because I had to change my baby's diaper. But before I do that, please stay safe and enjoy the rest of your day.

Thank you for all your support!

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April 25, 2022

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