" five years ago I was involved in a relationship. The affair was with a married woman though, three years older than me. I got involved in it because I was broke and that was the only available means close to me for survival.
It lasted for about two years and three months. He is a traveler, so he spends little time with his family due to his job. She gave me everything I wanted, latest phones, good apartment, and a good ride. I was living large at her expense but something within kept telling me that I was doing the wrong thing.
So, gradually I withdrew myself from the relationship due to guilt and how nice her husband was to me. The more he became kind, the more guilty I was.
One day, I decided to spill the beans. That day he came back from UK, after a few days I pleaded with him that I will like to have a meeting with him, that his wife should be present he agreed. At the meeting I confessed everything. I was in tears and pleaded for forgiveness. He asked me to leave.
Two months later, she flew to Paris after leaving her marrital home as I heard and that was the end of the marriage. At a time she started threatening me. I have not forgiven myself as I live with this guilt.
Now, I'm about to get married but I'm scared. Please I need help, how can I live without this guilt?"
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