Sad to numb to dumb.

Nobody knows your struggle more than you do. So you don't have to spell it to others for them to understand. You dont owe anybody an explaination why you are this and that. You simply be you and if others see that as too much, please walk out. Whether it be family or friends if they can't respect your mess learn to cut them off. You're already messy don't add another trash to further mess you up.