Pancit canton tayo dyan!!
Lucky me pancit canton ito, Calamansi with spicy and sweet. Na gutom ako eh, ngayon na lang ako kumain ng pancit canton, parang after 4 months hahaha. Nakaka gana yun amoy, pero grabe anghang nito, mahina ako sa mga maanghang talaga. Kain tayo!
Ang bulaklak sa background.
Itonv picture na to ay sa loob ng IKEA. Madami ka kasing ma bibili sa IKEA na pambahay na gamit. Plastic Tong mga bulaklak na ito pero maganda sya ano? Magandang background.
Mga candies yan from Davao. Syempre expected na natin na mostly lasang Durian hahaha. Masarap naman yun lang yun mga matatamis nakaka tuyo ng lalamunan talaga. Then aking napag alaman na hindi na pala mahilig sa mga ganyan na matatamis kasi Kung mahilig pa ko ubos na yan lahat.
Hi Guys, I know I am pretending to be okay and pretending is really not helping me so I decided to share something to pull one thorns in my chest. Below is the link to what I am talking about. I hope you pray for me. I need my sisters here to help me going through this pain. TIA
https://read.cash/@Grecy095/i-am-broken-hearted-698047a2
I am Broken hearted
November 23, 2022
Hello everyone even though I don't the energy, I still have the guts to say "hello". I am sad for today and even last Monday actually. I learned something that really hurt my heart. It was a deep cut and it hurts so bad. The problem is that, I cannot cry at home. I can't have a time for myself since everyone is around me there, even the pets are around me. I can only cry when I am in the bathroom, when I am taking a bath. I am pretending to be okay and normal when I am around people. I choose to be very busy to forget it even for a little while, but as soon as I am not working, I sink. I think my heart wants to explode.
If only I can share the full details here but I can't because my source will never allow me. It is legit source and we have been getting information from her ever since.
Let me return to the real topic. What do you do when you are having broken hearts?
I thought I am good in handling this kind of emotion as it happens to me lot of times. My first broken heart was when I was in my elementary. I don't understand what I feel that time and I thought I was just hurt and sad. I shared what I feel to my mother but I didn't share that I was the one feeling it, instead I used someone for my own story. I created a character because I was worried that my mother will get mad at me for feeling that way. She gave me advises for the character I am making and she said that it is part of growing up. Appreciating someone because they make you happy is a good feeling, but expecting them to give care in return is a big no. That is what my mother said. She advised that I should move forward if the other person choose to not to return to favor. She even said that having broken heart is a lethal and fatal so I should be careful with my heart.
Since then I always remember her advises, but still I put myself in the situation that I will be the one that will hurt badly. That is the mistake I kept on doing over and over. It seems I am not willing to learn from it. I guess when it comes to love, I am very willing to get hurt and it is always my decision to get hurt.
I cannot say that I am happy with that person and the person he chooses to be with. I am not happy for them. I will not wish for a better relationship either yet I will not wish for a bad one. This time, I decided to choose myself and what I really feel. I need to be true to myself. I am on the acceptance part but still I can't accept it. He hurt me and he doesn't care. I care about him, I choose to care for now but I don't know how long will it takes to be in that situation. I even don't know what to say because I am afraid to live a life with this pain. I don't like this pain. I give it all to God and I hope God will give me a good life so that I can forgive myself for doing this. I am dying for everyday of my life.
Guys, I know you become sad after reading it. I apologize. I know you feel sorry for me and will ready to give me advises. May I ask you to please pray for me so that I can decide clearly. I feel like I am going to be depress and it is hard because since Monday I am pretending to be okay. I am not okay but I will still live with it until the pain is gone. Please pray for me. I'm crashing down.
All images are from Unsplash
All originat content from @Grecy095

Screenshot ko lang yun pinapakinggan ko sa Spotify ngayon. Hindi pa ako inaantok. Iniisip ko kasi Kung pano ako gagawa ng choreography sa darating na Christmas presentation namin. Gumawa ng ako ng music mixes, Kung baga pinag sama sama ko na yun mga kanta at ginawa ko lang 4 minutes, choreography na lang ang gagawin ko. Goodluck sakin, kasi ang tagal ko na Di sumasayaw. Pero sige iisipin ko na lang na ako si Jhope ng BTS hahaha.
Tara na at mag kape!!
May na libre ng Starbucks! Caramel Machiatto!!
Mamaya meron pang birthday celebration kaya mabubusog na naman mga bulate ko sa tiyan. Solve na ang pagkain ko sa araw na ito at baka Di na ko mag dinner.
Kamusta ang araw nyo?
Good morning!! Flex ko lang yun BTS decoration ko sa office. Yun nakakatulong sakin na magbago ang mood pag badtrip ako. Nakakatulong sa pag papa ngiti at pag motivated sakin minsan. Yun tipong kailangan mo mag ipon at mag sumikap para makita mo sila sa concert. Oo, talagang isa yun sa niloloko forward ko eh.
Ang sad ko lang ngayon gabi. May plano akong dapat gawin ngayon pero nabago ang mood ko kaninang hapon kaya parang ayoko ng kumilos. Yan ang problema ko eh, pag nabago na yun mood ko, apektado na lahat. Nararamdaman nga ng aso ko yun mood ko kaya parang tinamad na din sya. Laging ganun yun, pag wala na kong gana, wala na din gana yun aso ko.
Oh hindi pa ako tapos sa saga ng mga ma kukulet na pic. Hindi pa ako ready dyan sa picture bigla ba naman clinick yun remote sa Bluetooth. Tapos may nag sungay pa sakin. Walang respeto hahaha. Hulaan nyo po Kung sino ang bunso at ang pinaka matanda dyan.
Nasa IKEA kami nitong picture na to. Nag po-pose kami for picture tapos yun isang bff namin nag single heart pose sya, eh wala syang kapartner sa single pose nya, nakatingin lang kami sa kanya, kaya pinagtawanan na lang namin siya. Tawang tawa talaga ko kasi na pahiya sya, then yun pala ang nakuhaan sa picture na to.
Pag magkakasama talaga kami walang dull moment hahaha.
Ang ganda nito. May pa ilaw sila sa Moa. Ang ganda mag picture. Nag picture kami pero sa blog ko na lang ilalagay guys. Naaliw lang ako sa ilaw, parang tama lang nasa daan siya, ang aesthetic lang. Sarap mag picture talaga. Matao lang. Parang ayoko na nga nag crowded talaga simula ng pandemic. Napagod ako tumingin sa tao.
Nasa IKEA kami, sa Moa. First time ko pumunta dito. Hindi pa kami nakakalibot, kakain muna kami kasi gutom na kami. Maraming showroom dito baka iblog ko yun mga yun mamaya for Hive. Kain muna kami para may energy mamaya sa paglilibot.
Na boring ang ferson kanina kaya nag dikit na lang ako ng sticker sa tumbler ko. Ang cute. Parang ngayon lang ako nagiging ganito, yun may time mag dikit dikit ng anik-anik sa mga gamit. Naiisip ko nga na lagyan ng BTS sticker yun Aqua Flask ko. Pa kita ko sa inyo mamaya.
Birthday ng aking Pamangkin. 7th birthday nya at nasa Star City sya ngayon kasama ng ate at kapatid Kong lalake. Sana nag enjoy sila. Malamang pagod yun pag uwi. Ngayon nag luluto si mama ng fried chicken kaya nakaka gutom yun amoy.
If Twitter is Gone...
November 16, 2022
There is a local radio station here in the Philippines that started this trend but it was trending in our own language #kapagnawalaangtwitter. I was checking Twitter when I saw this on trending in PH. I am not really into social network but my source of news, legit or not, is Twitter. I can get more information at Twitter all the time, especially when there is a typhoon. Also, I can get good source of information regarding people I support and my favorite Kpop groups.
Seriously, if Twitter is gone, what will happen..
**It will affect my job**. Part of my job is checking the news at Twitter. I have a list of celebrities that I follow there and I even have the list of their fandom (fanbase groups). Specifically, I have this Kpop group and I am assign to their PR. I double check articles if it is legit and if not, I will going to report the link. I am also assigned to report cases of bullying and bashing online. I need to give a link to an account, screenshot the words they posted as an evidence and email it to Marketing and PR. I think there are lots of individuals working on this specific agency that they train people online to report cyber bullying. Mostly this agency are suing those people throwing shades and bullying their artist. I get paid from doing that.
**I don't have a place to burst out my anger.** I don't have Facebook anymore. Since my Facebook is very intimate, I don't share my frustration there, instead I go to Twitter. I have lots of accounts at Twitter, I use it for my work mentioned above. When I need to complain on something, I use one of the accounts to tweet to specific agency like Globe, Meralco or Maynilad to complain about their service. They always reply late, unfortunately but there I can freely burst out my anger. At Twitter, I think I am showing some little bad sides sometimes for sharing my about my thoughts and what I really feel. I am exercising my free will there but I do not mention someone when I am doing that, I just type what I feel and let it run free. One day, I will delete it anyway.
**I will miss people I follow**. There are people there who are very useful when it comes to their expertise. I get free tips from them and even ideas for blog topics, just like this one. I do not follow people that will only make me question my ability. I follow those makes me happy and gives me inspiration. I unfollow people when they started to have different beliefs, not because I don't like them anymore but to just respect their ideas, I should not read anything coming from them. This one specifically is about Political beliefs. If they are against my belief (which usually they are not aware because I don't have followers in some of my accounts) I unfollow them.
**I will lose my primary source of entertainment and international news**. Twitter is very useful for me. I am the Marites in a low key, lol. I want a daily dose of information. Some people are sharing legit information there and some of their source are legit as well. I am really entertained, especially to some people who are commenting on a specific thread because it leaves me wondering and wandering.
**Twitter is my safe space**. Really it does. You know when I am at home and resting for a while before working online, I will go to Twitter and browse. I leave 15 to 30 minutes of browsing and I am really choosy to what trending topic I will open because I will only maximize the 15 to 30 minutes for it. I feel rested when I am reading some inspiration messages to the people I follow and of course if there are good news about my favorite people. I could be a source of stress, but it is more of a sanctuary online that I always go when I need to rest for a while.
**I talk to myself at Twitter**. I tell everything. I tell what I feel in the moment. I have blog platforms like these, Read and Hive, but when I am on Twitter, I have another account to rant, complain and just say what I want to say. I also have another account when I put my money manifestation, or anything I want to happen in the future. I just talk to the universe on that account. I tell Universe what I want to happen and I scream it all out.
I have lots of reason to tell, but the above list will be enough for now. I feel sad already thinking that way. I am not active at Twitter but it is one source of income for me, so I hope it will stay for long.
All images are from Unsplash
All original content from @Grecy095
Potato Waffle!
Nakatikim na kayo nito? Isa to sa specialty ng Rkive Cafe. Ang sarap nito pag bagong gawa, pero pag lumamig na parang nagiging Mala rubber pa nginuya. Waffle po ito made of patatas. Masarap po ito.
Maiba ako, may na tatanggap kayong tips?
Hello sa inyong lahat. Nagg me meryenda ako ngayon, kasi hindi ako nakapag lunch. Nalipasan na ko ng gutom. Ang kinakain ko ngayon yun KOREAN egg drop sandwich. Meron nito sa 7-11 guys. First time ko matikman. Okay naman lasa, punong puno ng egg cheese at ham, kaya naumay ako. Wala pa sa kalahati, ayoko na ubusin.
Gusto nyo?
Naalala ko Tong picture na ito. Picture to sa office namin at kitang-kita na ang busy ng lahat. May nag handa ng food kasi may nag resign kaming officemate. Hindi dahil sa last day na niya kaya may kainan, kundi nagsasaya sila kasi nga Di na sya makikita hahahaha. Tawang tawa talaga ako habang nakikikain.
Good everning guys. I was not active today because I am not feeling well. I was having diarrhea and Dysmenorrhea at the same time. I felt weak and my stomach is growling all the time. I am sharing you a link on my Read.cash article because the whole story is there. I will just visit you tomorrow and my apology for that.
https://read.cash/@Grecy095/food-poison-diarrhea-dysmenorrhoea-ad74c049
Food Poison? Diarrhea, Dysmenorrhoea?
November 13, 2022
Today is the birthday of my younger brother. Unfortunately, the celebration was sad because three of the family are not feeling well, that includes me.
We woke up not early and it is just the regular day for us, although we have plans since today we are celebrating our brother's birthday. When my sister was about to make a coffee, she saw that we don't have a stock of sugar so I pullout a coffee, a slimming coffee to be exact out of my bag and she prepared it instead. After a while, I felt my stomach was growling. It was really growling like the sound of a Tiger. It was painful but I can manage.
I was talking to my sister and taking breakfast as well, and after that, I wash the dishes. I felt that I need to go to the bathroom to poop. Sorry if your are eating, might as well skip this part, but what happened is that, I poop. It was liquid!! Okay you don't need to read this.
The rest of the afternoon was spend in and out of the comfort room. I even felt my dysmenorrhea collaborating with my diarrhea, what a perfect moment!! I felt sleepy but I was in pain. I really felt weak. I can't even hold my cellphone and I don't have the energy to work online or check on social media. I was just sitting on the floor and feeling the pain on my stomach. Dysmenorrhea and diarrhea are getting along with each other and in fact they became besties. I was suffering for 8 hours and I can't sleep even if I feel sleepy.
My mother said that maybe I was food Poison, since last night as early as 2am I was still eating because I was working on something. For me the real suspect or culprit is the slimming coffee that we drank earlier, because in the afternoon, my sister was suffering too. When I came out the toilet , she will enter it and as soon as she got out, I am using the toilet again. The toilet is really busy with two customers.
Then in the evening, my mother started feeling the same. She was getting weak too and she felt she will be having a fever. Actually, before us, my nephew suffered the same last Friday morning. We failed to have a complete sleep because he was vomiting and pooping at the same time. And then it happened to us. Gladly, the birthday guy is safe from diarrhea. We celebrated his birthday like, we just lighten the candle and sang for him and then we left him eating in the table because we were all not feeling good. Now, my stomach is still growling but I have the urge to share it to you because I want to know, from your experienced, what seems to happen to us.
I hope I recover fast as it is back to work tomorrow and I have lots of plans to accomplished. I am still not okay as of writing because I feel I am near to toilet visit again. I already drink immodium and it seems not working. Tomorrow I will drink pocarri sweat to make up to the lost electrolytes. I hope I get better.
All images are from Unsplash
All Original Content by @Grecy095
HAPPY Sunday, kahit muka akong preso sa tshirt ko, bilibid yarn!!!
Gutom na ko, wala pa akong tanghalian. Birthday kasi ng kapatid ko at nag luluto pa lang ang Nanay ko ng handa. Baka sa hapunan na kami kakain. Pinost ko yan picture na yan, kunwari masaya ako, pero dzai gutom na gutom na ko. Kakainin ko na nga Tong lamesa sa harap ko!!!
Kanina on my way to my bff's house na daanan ko iyong kainan na ito. Iyong Le Village, pag pumasok ka dito madaming stall ng pagkain. Sa gitna may mga lamesa para dun ka kumain. Marami doting Street foods tulad ng barbeque, kikiam, kwek-kwek. May mga burger pasta din, basta madaming food kaya Kung naghahanap kayo ng mga food stall, bisita kayo dyan minsan.
Overtime ako ngayon at nag inventory kami. Masaya ako kasi mamaya may lakad ako. Pupunta ako sa bahay ng aking BFF at mag unboxing na naman kami ng BTS merchandise. Ang saya talaga pag may bagay ka na ni lolook forward ano. Mga simpleng bagay lang naman pero Iba yun dating at nakaka pag pabago mood mo.
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Ang hirap mag commute!!
Yan yun itsura ko nun pumunta kaming Intramuros. Nahirapan ako dyan kasi nag hagdanan ako papunta sa taas, para sumakay ng LRT. Buti na lang at may mini fan ako para mapawi ang init. Iba talaga pag tumatanda ka na, madali ka ng ma pagod.
Who amongst you have Sweatco.in? It Pays to Walk and exercise.
I use this to track how many steps I do for a day. The minimum is 5k. I can only do less than 4000 steps a day. The number of steps advisable that we do in a day is 10k and that will help us to be healthy. I never experienced achieving that.
Sweatcoin is already in crypto. It has a value already. I haven't experienced withdrawing all my sweat coins though.
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This is my new korean series. Ang hirap pag nawawalan ka ng pa panuorin sa gabi kasi kakatapos lang ng ibang Korean series ko. Ang title nito ay Behind Every Star. The story evolves in the lives of the manager and agent, professionally and personal. Napaka stressful ng buhay nila. Every minute nagbabago ang decision ng director, actor and producer, so sila wala silang magawa kundi gumawa ng paraan para wag mawalan ng work ang kanila actors. Lahat ng nasa picture at agent. Fast paced sya kaya wala talagang dull moment.
Pinapanood ko to sa Netflix, Monday and Tuesday ang sched nya.
Photo credit to TVN.
Behind Every Star, New Korean Series
November 10, 2022
Are you fond of Korean series? People who are happen to be fond of watching Korean series will be problematic after their series has been ended. I have lots of Korean series on my list and unfortunately, 4 on the list just ended and I need a replacement to watch during Monday and Tuesday. I am not only watching Korean series because of fondness to the plot and the scenery, but I am practicing my Korean language too that is why it is part of my daily routine.
So another series open for me and I am happy because the latest episodes are being shown during Monday and Tuesday. The series name is **Behind Every Star**. I think this is the Korean adaptation of the French series **Call my Agent**. This stars Lee Seo Jin, Kwak Sun-young (Hospital Playlist and VIP), Seo Hyun-woo and Joo Hyun-young. Among the primary cast of this drama, I only know Joo Hyun-young because she is the best friend of Woo Young of Extraordinary Woo. The story evolves about the lives in Method Entertainment, a management services. It shows the lives of the people working under in, professional and personal.
I got attached to the plot on the first 5 minutes. It is fast paced and there is no dull moment. Every moment you are waiting for something to happen. I got interested to the character portrayal of Kwak Sun-Young.
I remember I saw Kwak Sun-young on Hospital Playlist. At first, I don't remember her since she cut her hair but then after quite a while I remembered where I saw her and she is a good actress. She plays as ***Chun Jae-In***, an agent. She is kind of complicated in this drama. I find her always irritated and bully. At the same time, I so love the way she express through her eyes. I think she is in the mid-30's in this drama, open for dating but very passionate on her job. She is passionate indeed that sometimes she is greedy and close-minded. I want to know how her character progress.
On Seo Hyun-woo, I am not familiar with him. He is ***Kim Jung-don***. He plays as an agent too but I think he is the good side. He is close to Kwak Sun-young, I think they are best friends. I find his face old for his character as I am assuming he will be the love interest of Jae-In in the future stories, but as of Episode 2, I already accepted the way he look in the drama.
Leo Seo-jin, play as ***Ma Tae-Oh***. I think he is an agent too and not in good terms with Jae-In and Kim Jung-don. Spoiler! I think he is the dad of So Hyun-joo. I think he has something in his mind and his appearances in every episode gives me a red flag, but I will watch out for turn of events.
I watched this drama because of Joo Hyun-young. She stars as the bestfriend of Woo Young in Extraordinary Woo and ever since I became an instant fan. Joo Hyun-young portray as ***So Hyun-joo***. She is a new agent in Method Entertainment. I have a strong feeling that she is a daughter of Ma Tae-Oh. She loves to be an agent and will do her best to fit in, but some mistakes got her in trouble with Jae-in. I am excited to see how she will be an agent in the future.
I just finished the second episode and it got me hungry for more. I got hooked by the fast paced and the story line. I wonder why I just love stressful and fast paced stories in drama, maybe because it always happen in my life. I want to know how they handle stresses and how they solve their problems. I am just seeing my life in them although in different line of business.
Behind Every Star is available in Netflix Monday and Tuesday. I think this one is available in Bili-Bili App and HiTV too. Expect another review from this drama from me. I highly recommend this for you to watch.
Images credit to Netflix and TVN. Screenshot and edited by Me.
All original content by @Grecy095
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Review Cuculemon ni Madam Kilay
Nakakatawa. Nabasa ko na pampapayat daw ito or nakaka walang gana. Kahapon uminom ako, ilang beses ako nagutom. Isa pa, kanin at ulam ang hinahanap ko at ayoko ng mga tinapay lang. Akala ko ba pampa wala ng gana? Mali ata ang basa ko.
Naiinis ako sa mga ganito talaga, kasi iba talaga ang epek sakin. Pampa gutom sakin ang mga ganito hahaha. Ubusin ko na lang kasi may collagen daw at baka makatulong sa skin ko.
#1 111022
This post is not about the chocolate, but my dog. My dog Unnie was not feeling well last night. She didn't eat her food. I saw her vomiting and it was a foamy one. I made a research on Google and it says that maybe she has a gastro intestinal problem or may she have an acid. I didn't get enough sleep because of her, I kept on waking up to check her. Goodnight she tasted a longanisa and drink milk this morning. I wonder if she is really okay.