Birthday ng President ng company kanina kaya may libremg Tokyo Tokyo nun lunch. Gusto ko Tong meal na to. Kasi yun lasa, beef na beef. Ang ayoko lang yun red sa ibabaw kasi ang alat-alat. Di ko lang Alam ang tawag sa kanya. Beef udob ata ang tawag dito, or Kung Alam nyo, comment down below mga peeps!!
Nakapag Dinner na ba ang lahat?
Lesson Learned the Hard way
November 9, 2022
I am having doubts if I used the title before from my past article. I am lazy to check it so I end up using it again. Anyway, just in case I really used this title already, this one is a different story.
This one is an update of about the dog that we rescued but we only make things worse for him. Actually, as of now, as of writing, the pain is still there. I still haven't move on. I try my best to be busy with lots of stuffs just to move forward but when I am walking in the streets that I usually see that dog, it gives me this heaviness that I carry all throughout the day. I seriously pray every night that the dog is already at peace and forgiven my sister or me, since I also feel the guilt. It was traumatizing. It is an another addition to my trauma list.
Why did I say Lesson Learned the hardway?
We really learn the lesson the hard way. An innocent dog died because we just decided for him. We thought we can help him but we only ruined his peaceful life. We don't know that it will turn that way, we didn't know what will happen next. We only know that we are hopeful that we rescued him and he will be cured, but the dog decided to go on his way, and passed away. As I said, only the dog knows his story.
I learned the hard way because it has been very difficult for me. That dog is not my dog but I am very affected of his passing. I am affected and guilty. Moreover, this events became an eye opener.
For pet lovers out there, I just hope you take note of my realization and observation, because one day for sure you will be decided to rescue an animal,but first you need to know the big responsibility before doing it.
If you decided to rescue an animal, study it first
Once you decided to rescue an animal, you need to know the situation first. Rescuing an animals not only need an animal rescue, but a vet with you to check their health instantly. Make sure that the rescuer knows what to do, because some of them just rescue animals and put it in the cage. They should provide water and food because sometimes it changes the emotion of an animals if they see foods prepared for them. Rescuing animals is very stressful not only for the animals but for you and everyone. Mostly, the animals don't want to get rescued, but again it depends on the situation ( if they are just stray animals or ill).
If you love to help an animal, especially those that are ill, please help them and do not give them to animal shelter
I am not here to judge the animal shelter facilities, but here in the Philippines, my mind became open about the situation of some shelters here. Some of the don't have a budget. They need money to support the animals with them. There are animals there and not all are provided with food and care equally, and the only reason is because of not enough funds. For that situation, if you will just give an ill dog in the shelter (just for an example), you cannot have the assurance that they can prioritize the dog because there are lots of dogs in the shelter too.
If you want to help, rescue the dog. Had it check up in the vet and the money will be from your own pocket. Also, ill dogs, whom are not familiar with you, had lots of stresses already. Instead of they will feel at ease that there is someone willing to help them, they will realize someone wants them to die. They are always not comfortable if they will be transfer to different places. They stay in a place when they are comfortable. However, if you will sincerely take care of everything, the dog will surely feel that. You will become a team. You will be the one that will help the dog to get a cure and the dog will cooperate for them to get healed.
Dogs has Separation Anxiety and it could kill them
Based from experience, I observed this after what happened to the dog that we rescued. I noticed that when he is at our streets, despite being ill, he is cheerful. he always greets me when he sees me in the road. It seems that he is not really in pain. However, during the time of rescue until the time that he is on someone's hand and died in the shelter, I realized that separation anxiety only makes things worst for him. Since he is not in his comfort place, he became sad. Instead of fighting for his life so that he will come back again in our streets, he became weak and even more ill. Now I am thinking, if I were there during the time of rescue, for sure I will stop it from happening because I will read the eyes of that dog and I could really tell how scary it is for him. No rescue will happen if I was there. This is my biggest regrets.
Dogs have feelings, sometimes let them decide for themselves
I don't know why I added this one. Maybe because I can understand my dogs at home. I can tell when they are in pain, or they have stomach ace. I can read their eyes. I am not sure if this is a gift, but I can really tell and I have a strong feeling that I am right. Dogs have feelings. If I was there during the rescue, for sure the scream of the dog will let me stop the rescue. This last one maybe funny, but I had proven this from a story in the past. Again, humans should consider that animals have feelings too and they know what is best for them. We are just here to help them and if we want to help them, let us be responsible for everything.
All images are from Unsplash
All original content of @Grecy095
I didn't see the moon. I only check the photos on the Internet. Instead of feeling sad, I made myself busy exercising for 20 minutes and then I started reviewing for Korean class. Later tonight, I wyill reward myself watching Running Man Korea to practice what I learned. Have a good night everyone.
Ctto to this picture, I got this a twitter.
When I got off the office I check the moon from outside and it was not visible. I'm so sad. This phenomenon doesn't happen all the time. I think this will happen after three years again. Lunar eclipse is when the earth, sun and moon aligned that is why we need to see it while it is happening. Unfortunately in my place, I cannot see the moon. This is also called blood moon, as when the three aligned it created a red or blood moon.
#LunarEclipsed
#bloodmoon
Survey po!
Sino naka gamit na ng mga ito. Isa dyan coffee, yun isa juice. Both of them have collagen. It claims to help burn fats and to have a fast metabolism. Pamgpaganda din daw ng kutis. Pang 2 days ko na now, wala naman epek. Isa pa pala, it claims na hindi ka daw magugutom Kung iinumin mo 30 minutes before your meal.
On my first day na inumin ang dalawa, ginutom ako agad. Ngayon naman parang okay lang, wala pa talagang changes. Sino sa inyo na subukan na silang gamitin?
These are products from madam Kilay.
Nakakainis, bakit kasi isa lang to?
God bakit isa lang, dami tuloy naka pila?
Pambandang bias wrecker ka na talaga Yoongi.
Ikaw na talaga!!
Ctto sa owner ng picture.
Nagustuhan ko si Yoongi aka Suga of BTS kasi masipag sya. Hindi ako na attract sa itsura nya before, ang una Kong nakita yun determination nya gumawa ng kanta, yun talino nya, yun pagiging kuya nya, pagiging ma asikaso sa nakababatang member, pagiging suplado at may sariling mundo at syempre yun pagiging magaling mag luto. Napaka domesticated nya.
Na appreciate ko na lang na gwapo talaga si Suga, nitong 2021 na lang. Pagkatao talaga nya ang gusto ko.
Pareho kaming introvert at walang panahon sa bagay na wala kaming mapapala. Saka pareho kaming mahilig Humanap Kung saan kikita ng pera. Kaya siguro na appreciate ko siya agad.
Alam nyo, nun trainee pa lang Sya ng BTS, nag papartime job sya bilang delivery man. Yun parang grab food ngayon. Nag wowork sya, habang nag aaral ng college at trainee ng BTS. Tignan mo naman narating nya ngayon, dahil sa sipag at tiyaga nya.
Habang nag lalike or nag he heart ako sa mga post ay nag vovocalize ako. Nag mumultitask ako sayang ang oras. Tumitigil tigil ako pag nag iiba ang nota ng vocalize. Pag nakuha ko na yun tono, sinasabayan ko na ng pag lalike sa mga post nyo.
Nakasanayan ko na mag vocalize, kasi lagi ako kumakanta. Buhay ko ang musika, at pag may music at Alam ko, sinasabayan ko talaga NG pag kanta. Masaya kapag nakaka sabay at tama ang tono.
Isa pa sa benefit ng vocalisation ay nahahasa ang vocal chords dahil nagagit ng tama ang diaphragm. Tanda ko noon nasa choir pa ako, hindi malaki ang tiyan ko, kasi Laging na exercise pag vocalisation.
Hanu daw? 12k?hindi ko yan mauubos. Hindi ko kaya!!
Ang si sipag nyo naman!
Hindi na nga ako mag pa follow, ang si sipag nyo eh.
Ang dadaldal nyo pa huhuhuhu.
Pero Kung San kayo masaya, suporta lang ako.
Naka pag dinner na ba ang lahat.
Lunar eclipse nga ba bukas?
Nag lipat ako ng merchandise ko ng bts sa storage box. Ang dami-dami ko nang merch. Kung kelan naman ako tumanda hahaha. Pero kasi nun bata ako, wala naman akong pambili ng merch ni Princess Sara ang munting prinsesa? Natatandaan nyo pa si Princess Sara?lol
Ngayon kasi extra money ko ito, syempre para sa sarili ko ito bilang reward sa pag tatrabaho. Kanya kanya tayong trip, wag nyo ko ibabash hahaha. Saka ang mga merch na to, pwede ko Ibenta. Talamak to sa Twitter at maraming naghahanap so makakatulong pa din sakin.
Nag explain?
Survey!
When you share your Read Cash article here and Hive articles, once you click on the link, does it goes to the actual article? Because mine only shows the picture. It never went to the specific article. How is your experience guys, thanks in advance.
Good everning guys and happy weekend. Below is the link to my article at Read. This is the story I had since Thursday but I can't share quickly because it really hurts. It hurts when you remember the whole story and I still feel the pain. I am like dying. The story is below.
https://read.cash/@Grecy095/guilt-and-grieve-5bdf461b
Kanina kasi Alam ko malungkot si ate, sinabi nya pumunta sya sa kumpisalan. Nangumpisal sya at may kinalaman to sa post ko sa Read. Maya ko Ishare yun link sa post ko na yun. Sinabi nya na pauwi na sya. Niyaya ko na siyang kumain na din. Pumunta kami sa savory at dun kami kumain. Baka kasi need nya pa ng kausap kaya gusto ko nandun ako. Yan yun kinain namin, spinach soup at buttered chicken, saka yun long lasting pancit, Di ko na na picturan kasi nilantakan na namin agad.
Guilt and Grieve
November 5, 2022
As much as I want to share this story yesterday, my mind cannot cooperate. I was really sad, and until now still sad and haven't move on. I am trying to be okay. I am also thinking of sharing this story and always have second thoughts because I know I will be judged. I am doing this today to pullout the heaviness in my chest and to move forward from the things that I don't have control. Let me start the story.
Two weeks ago, my sister decided to help a stray dog. We regularly see him in the street greeting us. He is so kind. His situation troubles us as he has wounds on his nose. It has puss already and very fresh. From what I observed, I think it develop into a tumor. Lately my sister found out that it is a TVT. TVT is cancerous tumor that could spread in different dogs. This dog has it and it is not good that he is roaming around.
Fast forward, with the help of my sister (contacting shelter and some private dog lovers) this dog has been rescued. He was transported with the care of the woman that has 65 dogs. From my sister's behind story, this woman is taking care of 65 dogs and counting and is depending on support of pet lover people online. Lately, I was hearing from my sister that they had misunderstanding. I failed to know the sequence of events and last Thursday the story is this, the dog died while transporting going to another shelter.
My sister said that during that day, and even on Wednesday, she kept on contacting the new shelter that will help the dog but they are not replying to her messages. The only messages she had was the dog got weaken and died. At first, we were on denial about that, maybe the dog died because someone euthanize it or hurt the dog. The shelter have bad reputation according to some comments and I am wondering why my sister allow the dog to be in that shelter. I found out that she didn't allowed it but a certain person decided for the dog since she knows the owner of the shelter.
The second denial is, maybe the dog is still alive. I told my sister to have someone to capture of the picture or video of the dog if it really dies. I am wondering too why I have that thoughts, but it kept on bugging me that it could be possible so at least it should be proven.
During that time I can feel that my heart is going to explode. I cannot believe that we are trying to save a dog's life and it dies during the process. We were kind of confused of whom to believe and there is a person online blaming my sister and that is the lady with 65 dogs. We were frustrated and at the same time losing hope.
Yesterday, while I am on work, my sister called me through messenger. She was crying. She said that she killed that dog. She was blaming herself, that if she didn't gave that dog to that lady, he might be alive up until now. She already saw the video of the dog and it seems that the dog got weaken and just died or the dog just let himself died. Yes, dog and cats can stop their heart if they want too. She shared what the dog look like. His stomach is in and the chest is expanded. I have the instinct that the dog decided to end his life because he is no longer comfortable where he is and was too scared. Also, his health situation triggers his depression that he decided to end it all, but at the same time, who am I to say that. Maybe his time is up or the tumor really become severe, I remember he was diagnosed of heart worms too. Only the dog can tell the whole story of what really happen to him.
After we talk on the phone, I went to the ladies room and cried. I cried it all out there. I was in grieve. First, it was really painful to know that you are trying to save a dogs life but it dies. We are a failure. Second, it hurts to hear my sister's cry and the words she had said about herself. She is blaming herself. She made the wrong decision. I kept telling her that we really don't know what will happen, but now we know and we learned the lesson the hard way. Third, I feel guilty too. I have the instinct that whatever my sister is doing is not a good idea but I didn't step up to stop her. I have faults too. Fourth, the one that really made me cry is that we sacrifice a life of a dog for a useless act. I felt that we didn't help him, we just pushed him to be depress and choose death. I was screaming his name and crying. I am so regretful. We pretend to be good in saving animal's life when we don't anything. We thought we helped him but we just make things worsen for him. I don't know how long will it take to hold this grieve but up until now I am feeling it and there is no other feeling left in me but regrets, being guilty, blaming myself and grieve.
I feel pity for the dog. I kept on saying his name and saying sorry. I hope he forgive us. I hope he is indeed in peace. He should be roaming around the street and living his good life despite the TVT if we didn't intervened. You know the amount of grief I have, it is bigger than my life span and I feel like dying inside. I need to end this for the meantime since I am still crying. I feel like I am a bad person.
All original content by @Grecy095
All images are from Unsplash
Nag edit ako ng picture namin ni Jk. Patawarin nyo na ko hahaha! Na boring lang ako for today's video. Mamaya lilipat ako sa Read para Ilagay yun kwento ko. Malungkot yun kwento ko kasi kaya parang Nag dadalawang isip ako Ishare, so ito na muna. Wag nyo ko ibash ha!!
Si Ji Chang Wook nasa Pilipinas. Nasa Greenbelt sya kanina. Mula BGC nag greenbelt siya. Doon ata ang hotel nya somewhere. Kung Di nyo kilala si Ji Chang Wook, Korean actor sya at very popular sa Korean drama. Sya yun lead actor sa Backstreet Rookie at kelan lang napanood ko sya sa The Sound of Magic. Bukas ay gaganapin ang kanyang Fan Meeting sa Moa Arena. Isa sa officemate ko pupunta. Masaya yan.
Hello everyone!! I am not feeling well as of the moment. I have colds and sore throat. Now I feel like a flu-like feeling. I assumed it is about the weather, because just LAST Saturday we have a typhoon and the rainy season is on going. It is compulsory at our office to get tested if we have a flu-like symptoms, so I made a self test. I swab my nose for sample and dilute it to solution. I am negative to covid, thank God!! This is really about the weather. I hope you take care guys because everyone is sick right now.
Update to the error I posted a while ago. Maybe someone's wallet had a problem with transferring the tip. I am not sad about the tip guys, but if I can find a way to know where is tip came from to make the tipper be aware about it, that is my intention. Unfortunately I don't know how to help. I am still receiving some fews, and I am very grateful for the kind hearts that supports the users! Noise.app is a big help to us. Thanks for making this!!
Guys, I received this from my Coins.ph account. Could this be from Noise.app? I mean the user who give me tips, their wallet is under sanctioned? I don't have knowledge about this. I hope someone could enlighten me. Thank you in advance.
Parang na demotivated ako sa dalawang platform ko. Yun isa wala na andar sa earnings. Yun isa naman parang may iwanan sa ere na nangyari, pero ganun daw talaga dun, need mo iworkout ang account mo. Naging active na lang ako sa pagbabasa ng gawa ng iba. Yun pag grow ng account, inaaral ko pa pero tinatamad na ko agad. Parang Di ko pa Alam Kung ano gagawin ko. Kaya tambay muna ako dito.
Yun picture, table ko lang yan sa opis, wala lang akong ma Ilagay na picture hahaha.
Happy 3rd day of November everyone!! I took a picture of our Christmas tree at the office. It looks expensive. Our lobby area is under renovation but they put the Christmas tree already so that when an employee enters it gives a Christmas feelings. I am happy whenever I see it in the morning, and even when I leave, it leaves a smile on my face.
Where did my perseverance go?
November 2,2022
Hello to the awesome people of this site. How are you guys? I hope you are safe. Just last week was a devastation because of typhoon Paeng. All islands of the Philippines were affected. It was scary because we felt it too and I am living in Metro Manila. There are lots of heavy traffic and flooded areas too. There are lots of stranded passengers and affected families, even in evacuation areas. I hope the rain stops already. There is another typhoon that enters PAR today but it assumes to be weaken before it reaches us. Be safe always guys.
It is already All souls day guys, but my topic is not about though. I had this thoughts while we had a total blackout last Saturday. I remember I was in grade school and was really working hard for my grades. I love having good grades and high grades gave me euphoria. During that time, I have a classmate who was close to me and we were seat mates too. Even though we are close I can feel we have a silent competition with grades.
She is rich, like she can afford even a tutor. The one that helped me with my study is my father back then and my mother is very supportive too with my school needs. When we receive our classcard I usually compare my grades to her. On 1st and second period, she is always higher. I get my momentum on 3rd and 4th period. My grades are higher to her by 3 to 4, and it always happen on the latter period.
When we reached Grade five, I told myself that I will always beat her with grades. I apologise for my readers for thinking bad about me, but that was the thing in the past even with your closest friends. Silent competition is always up there. It is what makes me truly happy.
When I was in 5th grade, I struggled with my plan. That was the time that family problems arises and studying makes it hard for me. I was always sad and emotional once I get home. Also, there was always a power outage in Metro Manila that time that during the night it makes it difficult for me to study my lesson. While the classmate of mine are living in a big house, with good supply of electricity, an air conditioning room and having her own room is an advantage because she can focus on studying, while I was in a small sala, my mother is doing the laundry beside me and my father cooking behind me because we only have small room.
I always sleep late because I make sure I studied well. My peace of mind is able to get good grades, higher than her and my big challenge is the power outage and when family problems arises. I was determined to get good grades. I always think having it will make me richer than her in the future.
I got my goal. On the first to 2nd period, my grades were higher by 1 or 2 digits and I made it to the top 4 and she is on top 7. I have perseverance. Being persevere made me reached my goal. Nothing can stop me dyeing that time, not even my parents quarrelling and the power outage. I am so determined and the challenges and difficulties are my motivation. I graduated with honors because of that. It was not easy but I did it.
Because of that story, I am questioning myself. Where did my perseverance go? I am born with kind of attitude but I haven't found it in me lately. I am missing it. I should have it. I should have it back.
Perseverance will make me go places but as of the moment I am stuck to daily routine that will not make grow. I never thought that I had gone bad when I grow up, that I took a uturn and the good habit didn't last long. Of course, not everything in life is cherry on top. Some reasons will change everything and there lots of things that are under our control. Whatever happen, I need to have my perseverance back. That is something lacking in me right now. I should have it once again. It should come back.
All images are from Unsplash
All Original Content by @Grecy095
https://peakd.com/hive-190931/@grecyg/halloween-bay-decorations-and-results-of-our-team-work
Happy Halloween and Happy All Saints Day everyone!! Just sharing our decorations last Halloween Bay decoration in our office. We won 2nd place. All my efforts were paid!! If you want yo know more about the story, just click the link.
Thank you!!
Late lunch at snacks na po ito! Nagpunta ng moa si ate kaya na pabili ng Greenwich pero pera ko po yan, nag pabili lang. Ang bilis ko ma busog. Wala pa kalahati sa kanin at chicken ayoko na kumain. Di ko Alam Kung bakit nun nakita ko yun pizza, na busog ako agad. Binigay ko din yun spag sa ate ko at sinusubuan ko ng manok si Unnie, yun aso ko. Halos wala ako kinain kasi nawalan ako ng gana nun nakita ko yun pizza. May ganun pala noh?
Mahilig ba kayo sa stuff toys? Ako medyo, pero ngayon tumanda ako at may extra pera, binibilhan ko ang sarili ko ng stuff toys. Cute lang na kayakap sa pag tulog. Pero hindi praktikal.
Nakakakuha ako ng comfort sa makukulay at cute na stuff toys na katulad nito,!! Malapit ko na nga silang mabuo. Seven kasi sila lahat na BT21 characters. Yun Iba unan ko sa office at bed ko. Kayo ba mahilig sa stuff toys?
Not my picture. Ctto
Atleast 59 deaths and 120 casualties as of the moment after a stampede happened at Itaewon South Korea. Lots of people visited Itaewon for a Halloween party and a stampede happened. This news is trending on twitter right now and the cause of stampede is still on investigation.
Kamusta kayo? Signal no. 3 na sa Metro Manila. Kaka text lang ni NDRRMC. Kamusta na kaya mga taga Mindanao, sana humupa na sa kanila. Pero Di ko alam talaga na may bagyo. Bigla lang umulan kahapon. Na balitaan ko pa na may 31 na tao na namatay dahil sa flash floods. Nakakatakot at nakakaawa naman mga nasa affected areas ngayon. Sa Twitter nakaka habag kasi nag popost mga tao na pa rescue, then yun Iba lowbat na sila, pano sila hihingi ng tulong? Grabeng anxiety naman ito.
Ingat kayo!
Unnie stop what she's doing and wait till the cheesy burger was given to her. Whenever she stop like this, I love to capture it on camera. I love her innocent face. She looks kind and nice here, waiting patiently for the burger, but she was literally crying because she badly wanted it. After this post I will go to sleep. See you tomorrow beautiful people!!
Ang cute cute ni Tofu!! Kala mo ang bait, pero mamayang 2am gising na naman daw yan at mag lalaro, pag napagod San San lang Sya matutulog. Minsan pa nga nasa kama nya yun katawan nya, pero yun ulo nya nasa sahig. Ang kulet na tuta Yong si Tofu talaga!
Kamusta kayo? Signal no. 2 pala tayo. Ingat kayo, sana nakauwi kayo dahil grabe ang traffic.
Saka pag dasal natin mga kababayan natin sa Mindanao, dahil sa bagong Paeng.
Napansin nyo ba na walang search dito sa Noise.app. Akala ko makikita ko sa explore, pero parang wala naman. May gusto kasi akong hanapin na mga nakakakwentuhan ko sa Noise.cash dati. Kaka miss mga active at madadaldal sa site na yun. Alam ko nandito din sila. Nakita nyo ba yun search?
Isang maanghang at mainit na lomi po! Grabe kasi ang lamig, saka ang dilim ng langit, kaya naisipan na mag lomi dito sa office. Ang tagal na din na di kami nakatikim nito, ngayon na lang ulet.
Kain tayo!
Ingat kayo pag uwi, sana may payong kayong dala.