Hello reader's and writer's, happy first day of Decemmmmbeeerrrr! Hurraaay🎉🎉🎉!!

Do you hear what I hear? Christmas is coming to town!

Are you excited and counting the days too, same as me? Have any plans to do for the holidays? Well here in my new family, we don't! That makes me sad actually and made me reminisce the old and golden day's. Where my family and some of my relatives are having some great ideas for the upcoming Christmas. We do organized a small Christmas eve party, and exchanging gifts. I still remember how excited I am before, thinking and choosing of what kind of a gift am I going to buy for the person I picked. Oh! Yeah we do a random picked for who's who, of who's gonna received a gift from me. Then when everyone come, they have foods to share. It's really fun, we have a loud music, kid's and adults are having fun. But as seasons change, every thing also changed. Oh I don't wanna remember those sad memories, I'm on the mood to have fun today 😂.

Oppss December is also my birth month. And this morning while my son is having his morning nap, I pamper myself. Hmm I don't do online shopping, I just take some shot as it's been a while since the last time I took a photo of myself. Before I love selfie , but it change after I give birth. My confident was gone as my looks and body change too. My insecurities is killing me now lol.

I just take some photos for pampering myself as I don't have money to do shopping😂, it was also sad that rusty is now on vacation, he can't give me gift lol. I even don't have any plan for my birthday, as usual. Since then I don't normally celebrate my birthday, besides nobody remember it either.

I'm adding another number to my age again. I'm getting old, sooner or later white hair will come, my skin will crumpled and I die. My memories will fade and I'll be forgotten 🤭. Opppsss this is sad🤦.

Have you ever once thought of how you wanna be remembered by people you know? I sometimes think about it, I wonder if how my memories will remain to them, what kind of memories they have from me. I wonder if how they gonna remember my name or does I have any good memory to be remembered?

But if only I can, I want them to remember my love for them. I want them to remember how I care and cherish them. I want them to remember how I showed my independency and stronger side of me, as I want them wanted to be like me. It's fine right? If they remember how strong I am, then they will feel motivated even at their toughest time. If they remember how independent I am then they can boost their confident and keep on moving even after people turn their back from them. If they remember how I loved them dearly then they wouldn't feel being alone. It's a good memories to remember, for sure.

Anyway, also today I went to my Facebook account to gather some good memories, if I have, charot 😂. Sometimes seeing my old self makes me smile honestly. I sometimes found my self too far from who I am before. It is truly true, that people change as times goes by, nobody stays of who they are before specially if it keeps on moving forward, after all. Have you realize or notice it too? I also noticed how good I am in noticing and realising some stuff now lol. I think I become more mature than before, I think!

2 years ago

I found five memories in my notification, but I like this one the most as it shows how hard working I am, hahahaha charot. Anyway I didn't mention this in my once upon a time article, as I have to summarize my story to avoid longer reading.

While I was working in Hong Kong at my day off I go outside to bring my client's orders. While working at my employer's house, I also do selling online and I just set our meet ups during my off. I always bring trolley as I always bring many orders and since I'm small , trolley really helps😂. If you wonder about my height then for you to know I'm just 4'7 feet. People thought that I'm just a 12 year old kid lol😂🤣.

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Anyway I'm talking too much so I'll be quite this time 😂. For sometime I'm talkative, but I'm not #Marites lol.

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Thank you for keeping in touch my dearest readers, likers, commenters, and upvoters. Happy Holidays.

December 01,2021 17:35

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