[October 26,2021|Tuesday]
We all have family and friends in our lives, but do you ever feel like you have a fake friend? Is there something bothering you about what kind of friend they are? We all want to have great friends or forever friends that cheer us up if we are in a sad situation. Friends are really important to us.
Sometimes they have great power to make us smile, sad, or enjoy life. They are great advisers to us and they always get on our backs to support us, but did you ever experience being betrayed? Friends, her/his attitude towards you is fake.
Usually, the friends we trust the most are the ones who betray or deceive us. Have you ever been in a situation where you and your friend are really close and your secrets are both known?
And you think you both look like siblings?Well, I'll experience that before the pandemic happens. When I was in my third year of high school, I had five best friends, whom I refer to as "best friends" because they were a great squad at the time. They always made me happy and always cheered me up if I failed my quizzes.
When I am late because of traffic outside school, they always inform my adviser, and my adviser is always in the mood. That's why I'll never get scolded. But, in my relationships with my friends, we occasionally fight. But while Alexa and I were fighting, I noticed something.
Because Alexa wanted to know my answers in the quiz, I didn't want to get into the faculty room and argue with her while my adviser was in front of us. In my life, I'll never go into the faculty room because I have a fear of being scolded. That's why I told her that I didn't want to share my answer, but she rolled her eyes at me and went to my other friends.
My other friends just stared at me and shook their heads at me. I just panicked at that time because I didn't want to ruin our friendship because I didn't want to share my answer. I ran immediately to their table and gave them my answers.
They like bipolar people because when I give them my answers, their eyes are happy compared to when they stare at me. I was just smiling while they were all busy copying my answers. I was just too nervous that time because I was thinking my adviser, if we were caught cheating, would go into the guidance office and call the parents.
I am thankful that my teacher is busy doing some learning plans. When they are done copying my answers, they all stand and go to another table like I do not exist on their side. They didn't thank me or say anything to me. When they reached the second row of our chairs, they were all happy and didn't even give me a glance after all I was doing.
At that time, I felt like an outsider to their friendship because they were all happy, while I was standing in the fourth row of the chair, seeing them happy. I was not happy with their actions towards me because they were rude. But I set my theory against them because they are all my friends and I believe them. On Valentine's Day, I told them what happened to me while I was walking , but their eyes were on their cellphones, scrolling through something.
I'll stop telling them what happened to me because they are too busy on their cellphones. I want to ask them what happened or if there is something wrong that I did before, because they are all cold towards me and their actions are really rude. Because I am a very kind friend, I assumed that they were doing something with their phone.
When the Valentine's program in our school begins, the MC announces that they need groups of people in each section. When I heard that, I immediately ran into our classroom to announce to my classmates that we needed people to participate in the program. My friends immediately stood up and raised their hands, but I saw that there was a lack of one person, so I ran immediately to their position and asked we needed five people in each group. That's why I wanted to go with them, but Alexa said,
She: Sorry, via is coming, we're exact.
Me:But,where is she?
She: Ohh, here's the via I was talking about.
I turned my back to see who was smiling at us, and I saw Via at the front door of our classroom. My smile on my face immediately faded. I just replied to Alexa, "That's okay!". I think next time I'll come with you guys. You're right, you're exact". And they nodded as they answered.
When the program ended, I saw them walking faster. I ran to their position and asked how they felt. Because they won the program, Alexa stopped and turned to me. She didn't answer my question, and she said, "go away, we don't need you, stupid." And I saw my 4 friends smirking at me and rolling their eyes at me.
I didn't know how to react at that time because they were my friends and I loved them. I don't know if I did something to get them mad. That day, I decided to be a lonely person, but sometimes my seatmate rarely talks to me in the classroom because I'm so quiet and he didn't want that because it's so boring.
After the dismissal of our teacher, I saw them laughing and talking. I walked slowly to their position to listen to what they were talking about, and I heard Via say: "Girls! We're done. She's so stupid she didn't recognize us that day. Dare lang yun.
After I heard they talking about, I told myself that I didn't need any more friends. I already have my own self. They fake !
[Closing words]
We don't need a lot of friends to be happy. We need to learn how to be lonely, because in my experience, being lonely isn't as bad as being joined by a group of friends whose actions are fake. My grandma told me that as long as you are happy to be a lonely person, go because it really helps you to be an independent person.
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