@Fyangzee24 19 October 2021

No more dreaming of Fairytales

You told me you would make my life a fairytale. I still remember as clear as water. You saw through my sadness and offered me a hug. I fell in love with you that day. I shouldn't have believed you. You used me, cheated, and I was yelled at. You even drag love to me, a word I should have not to trust. You killed the only thing in me that was alive. I wish I hadn't met you. I wish I hadn't fallen for you. You told me you would make my life a fairytale, but you never mentioned that you would be the villain. Our love could be like a Fairytale. Twisting, winding down brick trails, full of mystery and wondrous spells. Unguarded hearts with happy tales, endless room without fear of failure. Our love is exactly like a Fairytale No matter how bad I want it, It's just not real. Blowing out candles and wishing on a star doesn't always help, my wish is still so far. Sometimes there's no happy ending. Dreams don't always come true. Sometimes the prince kisses another girl, instead of kissing you, the princess. Left alone in a deep sleep, still poisoned by the queen. It's suddenly up to you to find your vaccine Without the kiss of true love, you feel as if you are through. And when you finally wake up, you don't know what to do. You're afraid to stand on your own You feel helpless and unable. This is what happens when you think of life as a fable. Life isn't a fairytale Sometimes dreams just die. Every day is difficult It's a struggle to get by. It's time for me to stop wishing 'cause those things don't come true. It's time I focus on reality and bid old dreams adieu. Even though we stopped talking to each other I hope you'll always remember that in this lifetime my heart was yours. I wanted our story to go on, but sadly we run out of pages and ink on my pen Where our next story could be written, but your story should continue. Since in reality, I'm not your Cinderella, I'm just Anastacia in your story. So sayonara my Peter Pan. I may not be your Wendy but I can be your Tinkerbell. So promise me we'll meet again in Neverland. Or if there's another life waiting for us, I hope at the right time we'll meet again. So until then, shine bright my star from another galaxy because, in this lifetime, this is where our chapter ends.