Dying while Living. I've read some articles over the internet about people who commit suicide. Reports gave different reasons why those people executed themselves. Upon reading different stories and suicide notes, there's one thing I realized. People don't die from suicide, they die from sadness. Right now, I'm feeling like I'm close to it. It’s hard to find happiness when you feel like you’ve failed, that you’re never going to get what you want. I thought I am contented…
Sadness almost got me I am thankful to a few people I met on this platform, who uplift and console me by sending messages through the comment section on the entry I uploaded yesterday. It means a lot to me. The kind words sober my mind and my heart. I appreciate all of you, you know who you are. Ever since the emotional damage happened to me, there's not a day that I became so peaceful. Just like the other days, at 3 a.m. I was awakened again by another skeptical dream. It…
Quote that "Line" It's a very cold Thursday tonight. It's been raining nonstop since afternoon. Hopefully, hereafter the skies will turn back to blue and the sun will appear because I soaked my dirty clothes tonight with laundry soap so I could wash them early tomorrow and hung them to dry. It was just a typical day. I had my class and I just give lessons and homework. I felt so light-headed earlier because I woke up again very early at 3 am and I was not able to go back to…
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Illicit Affairs and Clandestine Meetings I had a very light schedule every Friday so I had the time to go downtown and go to the mall to buy some essentials and food because I'm almost out of stock of my needs. The roads were under construction which is why it's difficult to bum a ride. I walked going to the next intersection. I got frustrated because it took me 20 minutes or so before a tricycle took me to my destination. I was wondering the whole ride, why the other…
Take Responsibility for your Actions It's another rainy evening everyone! Nevertheless, the rain cannot stop the birthday celebration of someone I didn't know. Yes, I attended a birthday party whose debutant I don't even know haha. I was dragged here by my boss because she doesn't have someone to accompany her to her friend's daughter who turned 18 today. I had nothing to do, so I just tag along. Have you experienced being at a party wherein you know no one? I feel so out of…
A Productive Rainy Sunday So, last night I was able to post something while I was tipsy. My boss and I got back from our place at 2:00 am. When. I got into my room I was not able to sleep yet, I sobered while we were on our way back. I woke up at around 9:00 am this morning. I didn't feel any hangover which I am very thankful for because I had a stack of things to do. It was already planned that on Sunday I will start making questionnaires for the 3rd quarter exam. My…
I want you back 🎬 Hello everyone! How was your Monday? I received a lot of warnings coming from the NDRRMC yesterday. We were receiving an Orange Rainfall Warning ⚠️ It's due to the heavy rains that landslide and flash floods are possible in the province (Southern Leyte) and Leyte. I just hope the rain would stop already to avoid such disasters in areas that are at risk. I was able to submit the four test questionnaires I made the other night and l am waiting probably until…
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Sana kapag pwede na, pwede pa... Hi, there read stars. I've been off for a while because I had my monthly sickness and dysmenorrhea almost killed the hell out of me. On Tuesday was the International Womens' Day and with the condition, I suffered yesterday, I thought to myself being a woman is indeed not an easy role in this world. I should feel honored, for God made me a woman. I salute all the strong women out there, we are all beautiful and we are all worth the love in…
@JustMaryel you just made me so happy ❤ Thank you po!
@JustMaryel you just made me so happy ❤ Thank you po!
So, you found someone else 😶 It's another cuddle-weather everyone. Every time the weather is like this I feel so extra single. Is it just me? Hahaha. I hardly fall asleep because I'm scheduled to get my booster shot later this afternoon. I super duper hate needles. It's been 4 months since I got my first dose and second dose. I hope nothing serious reactions will occur to my body because I really hate being sick. I got bored the other day and I just view some stories of my…
Bad Habits It's a beautiful Saturday now that the rain had stopped pouring. Everything in the sky now is so clear. As I write this entry I'm already at work because I was not able to write last night. I got my booster shot yesterday and the side effect of the shot I felt on me is that it kept me drowsy. I did not even notice my alarm this morning. So, I've come across with Ms. @JonicaBradley about Bad Habits. I can't deny to myself that I have a lot of those. If I am to make…
Saturday: Karaoke Nights Earlier this morning, I was able to join the writing prompt of Miss Jonica Bradley that talks about Bad Habits. I joined for the reason that I can very much relate to it. But, I am already trying to build up self-discipline so I can be productive as I can be. I only felt the side effect of the booster shot I had yesterday around 9 a.m. As I was having my class I felt so cold and my feeling became so heavy. Right after the class I went downstairs to…
Roommate Problems ver. 2.0 Hello everyone! I took a day off writing because I had so much to finish on Sunday. Today's Monday and just like all of my Mondays' my schedule is very tight. I guess that's what Monday is to everyone. Everything was so good in the morning. In the morning my classes end at 10:45 a.m. and will resume at 1 a.m. I was busy uploading my presentation and editing some parts of it to our LMS when I realized it was already lunchtime and my roommate who was…
A Memory worth to Remember How's your Wednesday? Today is just like the other Wednesdays. Except for, I'm still busy with making questionnaires for the upcoming 3rd quarter test for the Grade 6 pupils. We have them scheduled 1 week advanced than the other grade levels because some schools are already starting their entrance examination for incoming Grade 7 students. I was inactive for days because the signal here became weak that caused a lot of delays in our work too. I…
When anxiety Attacks It's currently midnight as I am making this draft. I was already asleep but I was awakened for no reason. I can't go back to sleep. I'm supposed to think of something to write in the morning and upload it also. I was not in good shape today. Well, like the weather today, it was so fair and sunny but around noon the clouds darkened and it rained. Everything was so fine and all good in the morning. I was being productive. I ate my lunch happily because my…
My Life's Greatest Ironies We learned in our English class what irony is. It is a part of the figures of speech. It somehow helps some write-ups and poetry become artistic to read. The irony is a figure of speech in which there is a contradiction of expectation between what is said and what is really meant. In life, we had so many ironies and I think that is what makes life interesting to live. I always love the sea. I love how the waves hit my body. I love the feeling of…
If I was still that same girl... It was Friday afternoon. I went straight to my favorite coffee shop before going homecoming from the school I just enrolled in. Coffee is my comfort zone. I ordered my favorite, Blonde vanilla latte, and searched for a place to sit. There are not a lot of people in the shop since it's lunchtime. I decided to sit on the far side on the left corner. Perfect view for me. I can see the people and the vehicles outside. I got used to this seat…
I Forgot to Forget You It's been a few days since the day you left. I've been alone for a few days now as well. I wonder how many more days will I be alone. How many more weeks will pass until you come back? How many more months will it take for you to come back? Are you still coming back? Just tell me when. Because I honestly forgot to forget you. You are the one what I am looking for every hour that passes. Your scent is what I'm looking for in every fading clothes you…
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All The Bright Places How are you read stars? I was not able to publish articles for a while because I got busy with the grades again. My eyes are swollen for computing the first batch of examiners and for sure my eyes will pop out this week for the second batch. I was not able to sleep last night so I browsed some good movies to watch on Netflix. I found the movie adaptation of All the Bright Places. I've read the book already and I could say it's one of my favorite books…
A Letter to Theodore Finch Dear Theodore Finch, You are the character I feel most connected to. I wish I could tell you that I feel your pain. You were not a coward, Theo. I wish you had someone to talk to. I wish someone would have realized what you were going through. I know that you’re struggling and that I am sorry that you couldn’t live a long and happy life. I’m angry that no one tried hard enough to help you, that no one seemed to care about your well-being. It was so…
The Girl in the Pink Dress Do you believe in angels? I know we're too old to believe that angels do exist with us. Our world is not fantasy-like what we see in movies where angels disguised themselves as human beings. But, there are many angels in this world and we see them everywhere. Those who help other people are good angels. Those who care about their children are your parents who provide you security and attention are also your angels. Earlier this morning, I had some…
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