When someone throws you away from their premises, accept the situation, go your way and don’t look back. You will just get hurt even more. If they did that, it means you are not welcome into their systems and forcing yourself into their lives will just be a waste of time.
Don’t invest your emotion trying to win them back. Don’t put on the clothes of a fool and do things that may please them. Unless they are your family, you are not obliged to get yourself be associated with them again. In time, things will unfold as it should. Until then, don’t forge your way to them. Forging your way will just let you down. It’s not guaranteed that you’ll get accepted.
The world is big. Time maybe perennial but you’re time is not. So go around and grab what you can. Do your best. Read your favorite books. Learn from experts. Improve yourself. Don’t dwell on negativities. Do your thing and do what is proper. Do what should be done. Check yourself from time to time but always be forgiving.
There is nothing good coming out from being too hard on oneself. So don’t scold yourself too much. Move on and shine like before! Don’t belittle yourself. It should be the opposite. Offer consolation to yourself by tapping your shoulders and saying you did well. And do well. Do well.
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I am writing this for the sake of my friends who have experienced bitter realities. They’ve been rejected but still trying their best to somehow win the souls that aren’t giving them chances.
I’m hurt that others are just doing what they do without serious regard or consideration to others’ feelings. If only they get to experience as well. I bet they’ll be so much guilty they will cry.
Let us be kind to one another. You are not in a position to hurt and oppress others. That is not your job. Our job is to contribute to this world’s peace and love. If you were to spread hate and ______ to the ecosystem, I wonder what your world be like in the next years. Be careful and care for others as well.
You may be right but you can’t just hurt others the way you do. I am beginning to understand that somehow, intelligence is different from wisdom. If you are wise, you should use your intelligence. Don’t be a fool. Realize that the world is round and the time is unlimited. Don’t put yourself at a disadvantage by crossing everyone you meet.
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But ooops! Gotta get over that sometimes… Don’t mind others who belittle you. They’re belittling themselves the moment they find better people than they. If that’s their mindset, then there will always be self-pity in them in the long-run because comparing two people is never healthy.
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On another note, I think I am still not ready trying out writing some stories. Wait until vacation and I may start. Similar incidents happening in real life will be my approach. It will be another way to practice describing real-life events.
The thing happening to my friends will be a good topic to ponder on. Something depicting our day to day lives will be good stories. Hoping I could integrate something creative to make it more insightful. I will write similar to real life stories but I will try to make some alterations so it will resemble the most ideal solutions to problems. Life is trial and error. In relation to this, my journey will be a trial and error. There will be times I will feel that I am silly. But at other times I will feel that I am just doing something productive. Again, writing is a form of practice and if we do not upgrade, no significant improvement will be seen. And you know, those people who belittle others would feed their ugly soul with such sight.
I think that after my master’s, I will try to finally enroll in formal setting about literature. It was one of my dreams before but others would mock me. Haha. Well, action speaks louder, I guess. A plan is just a plan if not implemented so we’ll have to see…
