Louder!!!

Thank you, Lord, for the deliverance.

May I just express my gratitude? Even without mentioning the exact reason why I am grateful?

Today, I wanted to shout my gratitude to the Lord. Thank you, Lord! You helped me out. You gave what I needed. You heard my bold prayer! Thank you, oh God!

I deem it foolish when I won’t give thanks! So let me write about it here. Even just an article. I devote this to my thanksgiving. Just a minimum of 750 words would do. I won’t even drag it longer.

There are times when we are overwhelmed by sadness, depression, problems, struggles, and so on. We seem to always forget whom to run to in times of distress.

Last night, I was rather desperate. I needed emotional help. I needed things which will lift me up. I decided to recite my prayer. I know I am very undeserving for such help but I needed the help anyway so I took advantage of all his grace and mercy.

I boldly asked what I wanted! He gave it to me! I am very thankful. At the same time, I closed my eyes and promised myself to do better while I can. There is no bargaining with Him. We have to trust Him 100%. Personally, I always have to shake myself in order to realize that I have a lot of doubts which should not be.

I am given many chances. I should not be wasting such chances. I should always do what’s right for myself and my family. For us to become prosperous. Not really that rich but at least we would have enough to eat and that we wouldn’t be asking for loans when we need to be hospitalized or when we pay tuition fees.

A while ago, I gave out a silent prayer. I am very much thankful for this day. I have to see to it that this will not just be temporary. If possible, I already want to live my life like I wanted to. Writing, doing house chores, going to academic sites every now and then but without the pressures of deadlines and nagging teachers (like me).

Allow me to just say thank you very much. No one can match Your generosity when You give. I should memorize these moments in my heart, in my brain, in my soul. That once in a while we get to experience His grace and mercy.

I am forever thankful! Please don’t ever forsake me. Because of my foolishness. Because of my stupidity. Always be with me forever!

There were days when I just wanted to spend in prayer. It is much better talking to Him than talking to human. We have limited understanding of the heart of another and so it is much better sometimes to just talk to Him. I kept praying last night. I thing I only had an hour of full sleep then the rest were very light sleep. I should keep praying then not only during crisis but every day of my whole life.

I wonder what the secret of good people. It should be that they are very much devoted to their prayer life. It is best to follow in their examples.

I always forget to have quiet time in the morning. Brought by the realities of life, I don’t push with my self-promise to always have a few minutes upon waking to communicate to Him.

I will try again tomorrow. Try and try until I succeed. If this act could help me in the long run, why not be consistent? Besides, it is up to us to search for enlightenment. We have the will to will it if we really wanted to.

It’s been a hard month. But not too hard because He’s been there. What’s making it hard was my previous mistakes. What’s making it bearable is His interference. I want to say it louder, thank you!!!

For everything, let’s be grateful. Even for that small act of kindness of another to give favor for us, let us be grateful.

I am grateful that I am here and I could type peacefully. I am grateful that there are no shootings or whatever that I see on the tv. Oh please, help them there!

I am grateful that I have access to these things I have now. I am grateful that I have the energy till now to write this post.

I am grateful that even for my silly posts, I am getting a good amount of upvotes from the rewarder. Most of all, I am grateful because I am grateful!