Infinity

Sitting in an upright position. Hands on laptop. Eyes on the blank Microsoft word. The | is blinking. I don’t have anything to write. Or a lot. I needed to do some writing exercise. I’ve challenged myself to always take it and there should be no excuses. Try to observe the floor. The mess. The backyard. The trees. The air. Has anything changed since last week? Any progress about your endeavor? What have you eaten last night that made your stomach churn? What did your kid tell you that is very funny you could cry? And so on…

We can never be drained with writing topics and all we have to do is gather the courage and discipline to share it/them to the world. That is of course if you are already up for blogging or writing tasks. The world has abundant topics if we know where to look. You can never exhaust the things that you can write on. A lot of chapters. A lot of units. I still have that something to fulfill about writing stories but I have not done so yet. I will do it. Not now maybe but another time.

For today, I would just like to talk about writing. Or whatever. There is this thing where we are in the mood to write but the composition doesn’t go along with our mood. No matter how we turn and jump and think, we can’t put something on paper or on our device. But there has to be something that could be written while we organize other articles. The making. The back of the curtain. The process. We can also free write about what we are doing. Or what we are not doing.

Life isn’t always smooth as we wanted it to be. It will be smooth if we do something for it. We plan, we buff, we go over things, we sit back and relax, and do what we can while we can. But the possibilities of things are endless. Think think think. I’m in a good mood today just because I’ve crossed something off my list. Yet I can’t brag just yet because I have a long long way to go. I shouldn’t be rejoicing because I just did barely 10% of my goals. I have to take it on all the way till it gets done.

If there is something that I learned from Math, it is the concept of infinity, indeterminate, asymptotic, and undefined. You know, these things happen in the equations that we deal with. There are times when we can do something about it to make things defined, to make things definite, and to do away with infinity. But sometimes things just go the way they go. There are a lot of concepts that can’t be explained yet with our current knowledge. But we go on despite everything and we discover.

One of the requirements that we do in order to graduate is to have thesis. We have to contribute something into the knowledge ecosystem before we leave the academe. I used to dread thesis but I have come to terms to the idea that so that I have had something to leave to the next generation. So I am inspired to do my best in the next months. Hoping I won’t be disheartened by circumstances along the way. Positive lang! I still have about 3 months to prepare myself for the emotional, physical, or psychological impact that it may bring me. If others can, why can’t I? right?

The sky is now dark and the rain is coming. Most probably it will rain. The indications are dark sky and melancholy weather. I’ve heard from a song before that there is always rainbow after the rain. This is very inspiring for me though we don’t always see a rainbow after rain. But it means that in every trial there is the hope that everything will be alright. Someday, somehow, our problems will be resolved. Not in an instant but it will come to a resolution. So we have to hold on always. We have to stay positive.

There are unlimited ways to do things and it is always easier said than done but it remains that we have a lot of ways to do things, discover life, and process knowledge.

In whatever form or way or method that you choose, God be with you always!

My sponsorship is not cooperating with me. I was sending sponsorships a while back but I have been successful only with two people. I will try again later or tonight when I am done with house chores.