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Depression at its peak Depression is a serious Condition that may appear ridiculous until you are unable to feel anything, even on an emotional level. You often become bored with what you enjoy doing, and you have an inclination to become irritable. You may enjoy watching movies and listening to music, but after you are diagnosed with depression, you will lose enthusiasm to view movies again, and listening to music that helps you cope with your depression will become inconvenient and time consuming. Every day looks to be the same because you continue to perform the same things; everything emerges bleak, and you find no excitement or happiness each day; it appears as if you are re - experiencing each day. A time will come you will get weary of sleeping and spend the day lying in bed staring at the ceiling or glancing at your phone and doing nothing positive and productive, the processed food that you can't live without will become something you don't even consider about anymore. Even if you try to motivate yourself by doing something you enjoy, you will question whether you are wasting your time. As time flies, you develop low self-esteem, lack concentration, you lose interest in even trying to socialize with people close to you, and all you want to do is sit alone in your room and do nothing. You won't feel desperate for food if you're depressed, and you won't realize you haven't eaten because you don't have any appetite. Probably the most disgusting part is that you won't accomplish anything everyday, you get fatigued quickly and believe that no one needs you and that you've always been a liability to others. Most of the time, your best friend will notice what's going on and will try to help you feel better, but your pessimistic self will not be excited, and you will occasionally chase them away with your temperament, and they will continue to check on you, but you will do the same by having to chase them away with your traumatized attitude. Even on days when you're really hungry and want to prepare and cook, the thought of getting up only to walk up to the kitchen and grab the food you want is physically demanding, so you just lie down and wait for the day to pass. At some point, all you want to do is go for a long walk alone at night and keep walking till you get exhausted because you don't want to see anyone, and sometimes you will sleep for over 15 hours and be incredibly tired when you wake up. **My personal thought on depression; it has 2 main categories which I would love to share;** The first category is the behavioral symptoms. These symptoms include, but are not limited to: Loss of interest in doing things you used to enjoy Loss or gain of weight Changes in sleep patterns Non-behavioral symptoms make up the second group. The following are examples of symptoms, however they are not exhaustive: Feelings of guilt and/or worthlessness Difficulty thinking, concentrating, making decisions Aches and pains, as well as headaches, that have no physical origin Suicide attempts or thoughts of death or suicide on a regular basis. ****Final thought**** Being depressed is similar to contracting a disease that you brought on yourself, and while it can be addressed, you are the only one who can alleviate the problem yourself. When you're a teenager, you imagine "life" to be full of happiness and prosperity, but depression is a disorder that can appear "crazy" until it's identified. Depression isn't a trend or a means to draw attention to yourself. It is a dangerous condition that can strike at any time in one's life. Depression is characterized by a depressed mood, a loss of interest, and a lack of energy. It can happen in conjunction with other mental health issues including anxiety or addiction. Depression has an impact on how you think and feel about yourself, others, and your situation, as well as how you think and feel about the future. **A quick analogy to describe a depressed state of mind.** Imagine you're a kid who can play ball, and your buddies are outside playing football, but your parents have forbidden you from going out. You will be sad but not depressed, but in terms of being depressed, your friends are playing football outside, and you really want to play, but you stopped yourself from going out to play, and you were looking out the window at your friend playing football throughout that time. You indirectly cause depression, and you can pull yourself out of it if you can, and if you can't, encourage yourself to seek help from others. I appreciate you taking the time to read this💙.

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