@Fatema 15 August 2020

Her frustrating moment

It's becoming very difficult to survive day by day. Everything around her seems very annoying. She feel more annoying than herself. She want to smile in harmony with everyone but she can't smile. Sometimes it seems that the smile is also deceiving. When she look into her own eyes, she don't want to see it for the second time. Frustration !! It's as if the stream of despair is just chasing in her mind. She can't understand why she is in such a hurry. She feel thirsty but she have no desire to drink water. Despair is very hungry.The inner heart is chewing and chewing the soul. Some of her relatives are slowly leaving,some are pushing themselves away. She don't understand what's happening to her. The fear of losing her loved ones may make her lose her loved ones. That fear goes away. Some are happy in their own way. Some give their own peace again।.Some people play in their own way with the joy of the mind. Some people also give false compliments. She don't know why. Maybe she don't deserve anyone's love or it's her destiny. She don't believe anyone's words anymore. Even she's afraid to believe in herself now. She's losing herself after the pressure of depression. Now her mind don't want to dream of touching the new sky anymore. Because the real is much harsher. Every night she go to sleep with a new plan to start a new day. She wake up and start thinking about working according to the plan with good energy. But she can't do anything around just under the pressure of frustration and depression. Instead of laughing and rejoicing, she behaved badly. Then the feeling of remorse awoke again. At the end of the day, the fire of despair burns in her chest again. What a burning fire that has no power to extinguish!! Sometimes her mind wants to leave everything behind and leave the game of their own relationship somewhere far away in the deep forest and spend the day alone. Or sit and listen to the chirping of birds.But even that didn't become possible.Under the pressure of frustration and depression, the roots seem to have gone too deep. Today, she is drowning in the sea of ​​tired tears in the painful situation of the mind and she may have made tears her friend. Thanks @Ashma  for always encourage me. If you wanna get sponsorship then join this community- https://read.cash/c/get-sponsored-2a0b And if you wanna participate weekly reward contest then visit @Ashma  's post. Here's the post link- https://read.cash/@Ashma/rewarding-points-system-for-get-sponsored-community-6848ff1f