I want to be realised

I walked a long way alone,
There was no companion.
I'm still walking alone,
Alone I'm with me,
I have been carrying it day after day.
I'm decaying little by little,
Getting lost one by one.
Time is running out,
Life is getting colourless.
I'm ruining slowly,
Despair is gathering.
Mind is grimy with thoughts.
I want to be released,
but where is the release?
The path to release is very difficult,
Argument and argument, keep picking it all up.
I just want to be independent.

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