Every single year life gets at least 10 times more complicated and unfair, not that life was ever fair, but it keeps just getting less fair. People distance themselves, humans are humans. The most imperfect creatures of all. People learn and people lack, life gets more twisted and twisted until nothing at all makes sense anymore. At all. 

 People get more twisted. More hippocrates come and go with their souls twisted like licorice. 

Things never go back to how they were. There is no normal, only what people identify it as. You are never certain of what's gonna happen next, you could lose and love, people could disappear out of your life. No one realizes that even the people you hate are in your life for a good reason, it wouldn't be how it is without those people.

When did this happen? When did it pass by us without us noticing? All of a sudden, it just is, I wish it wasn't, but it passed by so fast no one noticed at all. I don't even get how this happened. When did life change so much?

 I guess it must-have changed so subtly over time, no one noticed what was happening and what was changing until we look back and see how different it was. 

 And it will keep changing, forever. 

History is sometimes helpful, sure, but it's stupid to base now off of then, cause now isn't then, people don't change who they are, though they can change what they do and what they identify as. Alass that isn't the same as changing who they are . Cause people don't change. Ever. History is history. And that's all. The past no longer exists.

That is the scary part though. That all we have left over from the past is our memories. Butmemmories are just inventions of the brain. We can remember anything, whether it happened or not. Our memories sent reliable at all. 

 We can remember our feelings, and how certain things made us feel that way. 

Sometimes it's sad to think about what used to be. And how sometimes all I wish is to be back in that moment. But that's not possible. We have now. And if we really want to live happy, we have to live in the now. Let loose and just be. Have fun. Don't worry what people think. Cause that is by far the most important thing I learned. 

     If you spend your life thinking about what people will think about you, your just wasting it away like pouring water down the drain.People judge. But it's human nature. It's really just thoughts in other people's heads. And you are living YOUR life. Not theirs. 

So live it.

Thank You.