Tales of Soledad

"I don't know how I feel around you" he paused trying to get his words together then continued, "Sometimes everything feels perfect then lust clouds us".

His name's Hassan; full of live and energy to make his presence noticed yet the only thing that breaks him is the fact that the one lady he loves died mysteriously before their scheduled wedding so since then, loving again has been from one failed relationship to another till he swallowed the camel and decided to give up on love.

Though he really loved the last lady he dated, Mayowa but what was he supposed to do? she had been extorting his savings behind closed doors and it was quite fortunate he found out on time else she would had drain every cents of his.

Now to love again is something like suicide plus he believes no woman can ever understand him like his late fiancee. "How do you mean? Soledad moans still holding on to his hand even while he tries to let go.

She has been his secretary for almost a year until sometime last month when they finally had their first kiss then started making out. Truth is, Hassan feels nothing about her except that she knows how to touch his body while Soledad believes he's the man for her and the best she'd ever have.

She had sworn to have Hassan all to herself from the first moment they met. The way he talks to her, his smile and even the fact that he gave her the job knowing she wasn't qualified to have it. "You're saying this because of the last time" Soledad squeaks, "Don't forget you caused it" she continues.

Hassan really wants to get rid of her from his life. To him, she's nothing but toxic and a threat to his career because the things she does to his body on bed would always make him late for work and distracted but at some point, he loves to be with her. I mean, she's got great body and curve plus she's busty and it's right up his alley.

She knows he wants just sex yet can't help but nag why he isn't seeing that she could make a good wife knowing he's desperate about starting his own family. "I've told you before" Hassan groans, "Told me what" she counters, "that you take advantage of my body and think you can thrash....? She hasn't finished her statement when Hassan slams the table then cuts in "There you go again" he's actually furious and she can see the frustration in his eyes, "I don't want a family" he yells though trying not to shout at her.

He strode towards the wall then halts in front of the portrait hanging next to the split unit. "She died with my kids, their hopes and dreams" he sneezes without covering his mouth then continues, "What's family without her? I can't imagine my kids calling another woman their mum when she got me this far". Hassan tilts his face to Soledad then whispers, "I owe her that respect".

Soledad couldn't help but fall madly in love with him. She couldn't believe how much a man can love a woman even in death. Although she wants to hate and resent him for not finding her worthy yet she helplessly falls for his kind of heart, a heart that loves endlessly; a heart that couldn't give up on something that was already lost and she wants to have that kind of heart. Maybe that's why she has refused to give up the chase over his heart even when he made it obvious that what they share is nothing but for pleasure.

Soledad's heartbeat triples as she walks closer to him. She clears her throat like she's about to make a pep talk then moans, "I understand how you feel but don't you think she was an angel sent to play a role in your life" She pauses for a second then continues, "Maybe she had fulfilled her purpose".

"What are you even saying" Hassan objects as he turned to face her, "Her purpose was to raise my children, our children" he adds. At this time, it was almost past 10pm and Soledad had planned to distract him from what time it is in order to find an excuse to spend the night with him.

So she quickly cups her left hand on his cheek then asks "What if she had lived while you died" She brushes her hand on his beards then continues, "Do you think she would have mourned you forever? Trust me, her question really did hit Hassan and for a moment, every moment with his late fiancee played through his memory especially those moments she had cheated on him with her childhood lover although that was barely a year into their relationship and he had forgiven her but right now, he's in a reverie and for the first time after her demise, a thought crept into his mind "What if she died because she would have cheated on you again".

Hassan doesn't know what to believe right now even Soledad isn't making it easy on him as she slowly unhooks her bra while staring deep into his eyes. "I know how bad you want my body" she cups her breasts then moans with a seductive stare.

"Not now, not now" Hassan whines as he tries to pull away from her but couldn't help it when she rubs her right index finger on her clitoris while her left hand brushes his penis that's already kicking beneath his trousers.

Hassan pulls her closer, stares into her eyes then kisses her lips down to her neck which rains strikes of goosebumps on her thighs. "Oh my God! Soledad moans as she unzips his trouser then bends to give him the best fellatio any woman has ever given him.

Soledad is quite graceful on bed compared to his late fiancee and past lovers and Hassan knows that. He wouldn't tell her he always wants her on bed because of her mastery in fellatio and the way she moans while he strokes her but to him, it isn't just about sex but love and the love he felt with his late fiancee is the realest thing he has ever found.

"We can continue to have good times together" Hassan moans, "but please never expect me to wife you" he concludes. Although those words hit Soledad so hard yet she just kept slurping his penis knowing he's all hers for the night and wouldn't dare risk to say anything that would ruin the moment because all she wants right now, is good sex and that, he'd certainly give her.

She might never let go of him because she thinks someday they might patch things up and become real lovers but for now, she said it's all about the pleasure she finds with him that matters.