I am quiet, I don't talk much
But my classmate's hate me
On my way home,
They followed me, following me
Punching me, pulling my hair
I didn't fight back
Yet they still hate me,
When I reached home, put my bag and do the chores
Mom shouted at me, calling me bad names
Mom hates me too!
She hates that I came, she doesn't want me around
I am quite, I let it all pass
I am silent, silently screaming
Why the hell, they all hate me?
What did I do?
Is my existence bothersome?
Nobody asks if I'm okay,
My father doesn't like me too,
He left me, he left me when I was still an Embryo
Mom was furious, she blunts all her resentment to me
They all hate me!
What did I do?
At school, they bully me, because of being fatherless
At home they don't like me because I am fatherless
Relatives don't like me either,
Heaven, where the hell I stay?
Where is the place I fit to be
To be liked? To be accepted
When everyone doesn't like me,
Should I cut my wrist?
No! Baby don't do that!
The voice said,
Let it pass, endure so the sunshine will come
I did, even if nobody cares, I lived
Nobody likes me,
But me,
Me alone, embracing thyself
When nobody likes me,
There is me, consoling itself
In this cruel world,
I fight alone,....
Alone...
Because nobody likes me..
At all,..
This poem is dedicated to those unwanted child, unwanted by everyone around. Sending my hugs and kisses to you. You are not alone.
My niece is also fatherless. Her father left my sister when she was pregnant without noticed. Until now we have no idea why he did that. We care for my niece as double as we can to fulfill the existence of that guy.