Dear Future Self

Hello everyone!

I have been so busy with a lot of things that I badly missed to even write an article. I hope though that everyone is doing good here.

Market is bloody and inflation rate is real that even when going to the mall for a grocery shopping could now be hard to obtain especially for those who are only earning a minimum wage.

So I decided to write this article to remind my future self that I am someone with goals and direction in life. For the past months I get so focused of striving hard that sometimes I forgot to even enjoy life.

Dear Future Self,

I pray that you heal from things that you can never share to anyone. I know you have been crying for quite sometime in silence trying to think of best things to support and protect your family especially in financial aspect but always be reminded that GOD is always here for you.

You will always get that success you have been aiming for but please stay healthy.

Start an indoor exercise and try to also do your best to have some for outdoors like jogging at least. Meet new people and do not just stay as is on that 4 corner of your room. There are a lot of great things in life that you have not seen because you are too preoccupied of your problems.

I pray that a day will come when you would need not to feel insecure to others because you already know your worth. Please stop wishing of death because you still have dreams to fulfill and family to look after. Soon death will come but instead of wishing for it, do your best that when life come to an end you should be more than willing to give in because you have done your mission. Do not aim for death when you have so much unfinished business to fix and work on because surely you won't be at peace.

A lot of people would do their best to live while you pray to die.

Your financial problem will be resolve just continue doing your part and you will be okay. The day will come that you will no longer worry much about your financial issues and you could smile and laugh or go to places you would love to visit.

STOP being so understanding and try to let other people know when you are pissed over things that they have done to you. Stop tolerating the people around you just because you are afraid to hurt them or to be left alone. Stop because you are just letting them become a demon of doing wrong things against you. Sometimes, we are treated bad because we tolerate.

Set high boundaries and see who is willing to climb again and again to be with you.

Life is no fairytale. Do not think that you can have a charming prince who will save you in distress because you happen to have a live in partner who is nothing but good at playing online games.

Forgive yourself for being so harsh. Forgive yourself for aiming an award and feeling bad because you have not even had one while you worked your ass off for over 8 years.

Forgive yourself for all the bad decisions.

You will be okay, everything will be alright. I am proud of what you become. Thank you for being kind to others but please, practice better judgement. Some people doesn't deserve the kindness within you so learn to step away.

I love you Self ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱♡ ɛҳ℘ཞɛʂʂıơŋƖɛʂʂ