It will all make sense, it's just a matter of time.

When you're in pain, you see everything with a phase of sadness.

You discovered that things doesn't make sense anymore all of a sudden. They tend to get harder more and more and you began to have many thoughts in your head. As the memories hit your head harder, you begin to fall dipper and even though it seems like everything is different, nothing has really changed. With happiness gone, you tend to go back to your normal means of survival that makes you unhappy and scared.

Pain dances at the fingertips of change. It slowly creeps in. We know something is different but we don't realize that something is changing. It's only when we look back that we realize the difference between then and now. We don't know that the moments we have just lived define us. We don't know that the moments we are just living are the ones we will miss one day. Maybe this is what it means to grow up because as we grow up, things will always keep changing and it will always be associated with pain.

• Maybe you asked for roses but instead, you got thorns.

• Maybe you wanted paper, but what you got was a torn one.

• Maybe you wanted joy, but what you got was despair or disappointment.

You don't get what you want, but you always get what you need.

Sometimes, good things fall apart just to create space for better things to come together. Every story surely has an end, but every end gives birth to a new beginning.

Why you have to wait,

Why you have to let go,

Why you have to fall and crash,

Why no matter what you do, it will never be enough,

Why some things need to come to an end,

Why you have to go through what you've always been through.

One day, it will all make sense and you will realize it happens for a particular reason. The night when you shed tears like a stream of water crashing onto a sharp edged rock will also happen to be the same night that will make you a wiser person. Those nights would be the one to teach you not to settle for anything less that you deserve.

One day, you will realize that you need to be grateful to all the people that let you go so that you could find that one person who wouldn't. That pain will be the reason why you will fight back for your happiness, for a better life, for answers and for other things that you never dared to ask them before.

One day, you will be thankful for the things that didn't work out because when you're old, sipping a cup of coffee in your wheelchair, you will realize that everything that you've been through leads you to where you were meant to be and with the exact person you were meant to be with. That it was pain that made humbled you and made you a better person. You will feel pain, you will lose, you will make mistakes but, somehow, someday, it will definitely make sense. When it does, you will be completely different from that time you were in trying to figure things out. The pieces might make sense but they will no longer make the same meaning when you really needed to understand them. That "someday" might not be today or tomorrow and that "somehow" might not be the way you would want it to be. However, it will still come.

You will begin to see life without the phases of sadness again. It won't be hard forever because nothing is forever. Somehow, life will start seeming more beautiful than you can remember. The world proves to us everyday that happiness exists all around us and we just have to make sure that we do not blind ourselves with our own steps and decisions.

Though, it might look like autumn right now, but spring will surely come and life will find a way for you.

Give yourself some time, because it will all make sense. It's just a matter of time and your relentless efforts.

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