To you my dearest brother,

Bro, I will always have a heavy heart thinking that I may not be able to see you all my life💔.

It's been just a little time we did spent together. As I look back with the moments since you were young I can do nothing but to weep.

Your laughter over small things, your cry and even when your sorry and your comfort, I still felt it . You are a special baby , you don't know how to talk with your pains,your needs and wants and everyday as I see you I felt sorry for you always for being like that, but despite of that when I am carrying so much burden I can still feel your comfort , I can still see the joy in your eyes if i have something for you when i go home. I can feel when you are angry when i didn't give you what you want. I can no longer let you feel those little things that makes you happy. Those things that can let your heart smile while you are living differently💔.

In your existence in this world you are living differently from us because of your situation and I know even if you don't have the capacity to think like a normal child has ,I know that deep inside you, you questioned why you are like that,why are you living in that way and why you are the one who suffered💔. The love and the care that I showed you was not yet enough to let you feel that the world is a nice place to live and that you are loved so much.

Looking back at those moments, it's very hard to accept and move on. You are gone to soon. You leave us too early and I can't even see you go💔💔💔.

I am sorry my forever baby brother💔. I know you understand how hard life is. Time and Fate is very playful.The burden you are carrying has been added with suffering and just thinking of that I can't stop to shred tears💔.It's hard💔.

I am so much in pain and guilt my bro, I was not able to hear your voice and I was not there while you are suffering. I can no longer see you for the rest of my life💔. There's no baby brother anymore that is excited and that will be following me wherever corner of the house I will be. I can no longer hear your voice calling my name jokingly . Calling my name and I respond with the thought that you need something but you just laugh at me as you successfully prank me.I now realized you were already a prankster before it was been a trend.

Bro, I may not be able to see you again but deep in my heart and mind you have a special place in it. I will never forget you and I will continue to share how wonderful sibling you are even though you did not live normally. I will be missing you so much and as for my broken heart it may takes time to heal but i will endure this than to see you suffer physically. Bro, you are now free from sufferings. I'm sorry for not being there as you go afar from this world. I am sorry for not being there until the end. I wanted to go home but the fate did not give me time and the chance to see you go for the last time. It's very painful baby bro💔. I know you will understand💔.

You may not see ,read and understand this letter but I know your angels will.

Bro,come to ate's dream,let me see you smiling as you go 💔💔💔.

My bro, I prayed that wherever you are now ,you are guided with your angels. May your soul rest in heaven peacefully. Guide us bro in all our battles. You are now our angel.