You are alive, but are you living?

Hi, everyone in read cash. I'm back! 🥰

I was not here for so long. I was so busy with my life back then and now I got the chance to look back on those days and reflects on my everyday life. Anyway ,I can say that it's very hard when our mind gets tired. From thinking our future, our everyday struggles and the environment we had, the positive and negative thoughts and it's very tiring. I keep on asking why some people or even me manages to smile though they are fighting so much within them. There's a feeling of so much tiredness but then again another day will pass and still the same. We are suffering 😪.

We are alive, but are we living ? Are we living peacefully without any bother with our own thoughts? Can we sleep with our happy hearts💞 even just for a little time?.Stressed and depression are slowly feeding our minds with negative thoughts. And so we keep on overthinking. Our life was greatly influenced by unwanted thoughts, and so we are been deprived with happiness.

Failures, pain, broken heart, and other sufferings will lead us to be unmotivated. With that we always get that feeling of tiredness. We get stressed over small matters .

In my life, oftentimes I am always thinking of the possibilities, the results of my decisions and the actions that I will make. I am still weak to accept criticism and failure. And so I am so much bothered by my own thoughts. Every night As i go to sleep there's no single night that I would think of where and How my life would be going?.

I think I am not in a peaceful state of mind and I am depriving myself of happiness by overthinking. In search of peace of mind I decided to go to a place which is new to me and I am on the process of living what we call "go with the flow". We cannot forced things to happen according to our will. All I have within myself right now is learning to be grateful because no matter what I found people with good minds and spirit, kind at heart and above all God centered.

I am on the process of adjusting to new environment I choose to discover.