*knock knock*
There comes a boy waking up from the sound of knocks on the door, he stood on his feet to open the door, his sister entered with a frowning face.
It's a new morning her brother said, his elder sister of course.
It has happened again she exclaimed.
What happened, as questioned by the brother,
She replied I just lost it again, what I couldn't manage, I lost it again, I don't think I'll be able to handle it, with expression of sadness.
Her brother stood, facing the wall, looking steadily at his feet,
What are we to do, since you've lost it again?
The response was slow, with aggressive tone, I don't know, as the voice started raising higher than before.
She continued with the same intonation, voice started trembling, was it not my father's fault?, and I don't know what to do.
Her brother sighed, yeah I know it's my father's fault, we might not be from the same father, but we share same mother.
Brother continues, based on assumption, your dad might have wronged you for what he did against you as you do claim, but my dad having triggered the memory of yours is what I can't comply with.
It's definitely wrong, the brother said.
But I think I'm lost on what you claimed your dad did to you, can you shed more light on this?, you've been keeping that from me for long, and it's eating you up, it's written all over you.
Of course, I've got no option, I don't really have, this time around, the sister said.
When my dad and mom were together, he was once a very lovely and gentle man towards my mum, but I don't know, and I can't really tell what caused a change, to the extent that, hatred on both my mom and I started raging up in him, based on how little I seemed to perceive the kind of person he was.
The brother interrupted,
And hope our mum didn't trigger something bad in your dad?
But I got to know thereafter what really happened.
Life have been messed up with for both of us, that we know, unless we strike our minds with positive impacts, to imagine sharing same mother but different father sound strange to me, but sorry for this, even though I can't blame your dad, it could be love, but he has really shattered my heart with wound of the past, by bringing it to my remembrance she said.
But our mum have her own take in the blame, how could she be having external affair with another man which is your dad back then?
Brother was stunned with the rhetorical question.
Brother interrupted again, well, that have resulted to me standing that you're confiding with right now, should we just skip that part and go straight to the point.
Sister continued, of course, I wouldn't want to blame you, because you, me are absolutely innocent of what transpired among them, and the we results it resulted to. But every words revolving around this are vital points.
She continues,
I think that was part of the discovery that triggered my dad,... She paused, then continued,...
and brother, I'll love you to conceal this that I'm about to reveal to you,
The brother sat at the edge of the bed, looking serious, claiming he will seal the secret up.
The sister claimed both His dad and her own dad were intimate friends right from the High school.
I was fortunate enough as my mum illustrated her stories to be of guide for my own path of life.
Of course being a lovely and caring husband can't stop wayward acts, it's a struggle of the flesh, one can possibly be a mixture of evil and good, evi-good, it can be done in a way that the part of being good won't mix with the evil part.
Advantage of Gun, shoot to murder won't interrupt shoot out of defense!
As narrated by mum, she claimed my dad was having affair with another man, which she discovered couple of years after my birth.
The brother was shocked, what?!, Gay?? he exclaimed.
My mum who couldn't sit down to think about it, responded to her emotions on what to do next went to narrate to your dad whom was my father's friend.
She paused again, in expectation of what is to come, on what she's to say next, from her brother.
Your dad took advantage of her and confused her on how to handle the situation.
Our mum had to accept the apology of your dad and his proposal of love he expressed, out of no choice and the kind of person my own dad was.
Brother interrupted again, that will means my mother never loved my dad, yet hated your dad for what he was caught for?
Absolutely right, but what it resulted to haven't been favoring me from the onset of my life.
Mom loves you and me, but my dad hated your dad while your dad is passing the hatred that belongs to my dad on me, because my mom is giving him attention out of no options and choices!
But I'm still in confusion on how your dad started acting strange against you and mum, brother interrupted again.
Of course, my dad got to know about the affair of your dad and my mum, unknown to him that he's the source of everything, as my mum found out!
Mum had to pack out due to frustration he was giving my mom and I.
While your dad gladly accepted her in, with me alongside.
Now your dad have started reminding me of my dad, striking me emotionally!
Out of the abusive words railed on me, now I've lost.....
The name of the sister outburst beyond the door, their mum arrived.
The sister went out, while the brother was looking in awe about what he's got to know about the family.
Emerald.