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@Ellehcim

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@Ellehcim

Our practice was cancelled. This meant earlier travel home and more time to read and rest. Just please... please... wag lang akong matuksong magselpon na naman, para hindi mapuyat. It's a looong weekend for me. I am so excited! Thank You, Jesus! <3

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I think I really have to visit the doctor soon. My eyes have always been dry recently, and they always have that white sticky thing that's so itchy until removed! I want to stop this. Hopefully, I can make time to visit. And.. ang tagal din kasi ng sahod!!!

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So grateful I wasn't late today. I woke up late and even got out of the house later than usual. Thankfully, there was not much traffic, so I still got in few minutes before 8. Thank You, Jesus!

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Ten minutes to five in the morning, and I am currently finishing my breakfast. It's office day today, and I have more energy than before because I got 6 hours of sleep. May God bless us all today! <3

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I started reading a book today! This is not similar, of course, to my daily Bible-reading. But it's another book that is very relevant to today's situation of the world. I am enjoying this so far, and the best part of it was aside from alleviating my unhealthy use of phone, I am learning new words and increasing my vocabulary! I'll be sharing them to y'all, so you can learn, too. Today's word is "conflagration". It means an extensive, destructive fire. It also refers to a large and violent event—for example, war. Since it's 09:33pm, I gotta sleep as I still have to go to work. Happy Tuesday night, everybody! Jesus loves you!

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How do you react when you're having weird days? It's when you feel weird about everything. You know there's nothing wrong, but you feel empty as if there's something wrong. I hate when I feel like this. Whenever these days start, I focus on just praying and entrusting it to God. Aside from that, I make sure to have something to look forward to for the week, so I'd have a reason to keep going each day and aspire to do well. Happy Monday everyone. May God give us a prosperous, happy week.

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I recently (unconsciously) got a new unhealthy habit--overspending. I know all my little finances are somehow tracked, but I saw the rapid increase in the expenses and my debts (to myself--how I call my savings) have increased to a surprising amount! This is alarming, and I never spent savings big like this before. I am including it to my goals before this year ends—pay off all these self-debts and be more mindful with my spending. Thank You, Lord, for this week!

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I had another scary dream. I rebuke all this negativity in Jesus' name! It's a not-so-busy Wednesday, but we have practice after work. I hope they'd understand that I can only stay until 6pm because I still have to travel home.. :(

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Happy Monday. Starting this day with a prayer. Whatever weird and creepy dream I had, I prayed it all to God. No weapon formed against us shall prevail, in Jesus' Name!

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It's been a rainy week for us. Because of the rain, it's a bit more difficult to get ready for work or any errand because it's tempting to just sleep through the alarm! Hehehe Anyway, we recently had our semi-annual performance review. My boss said I am a fast-learner and I am doing a good job despite being a few months with the job. She also said I am keen into details. I am so happy! I hope I'd do a better job moving forward, in Jesus' Name. Amen!

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I need motivation to do the laundry. Natatambak na sila, pero wala ako sa mood na maglaba. Huhuhu

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It's a first time to experience this. I have been having an itchy throat for weeks now. It comes and goes. And today, I feel a growing lumo on my neck, in our language we call 'Kulani'. It's very uncomfortable. It's so weird because I never had colds and cough that went on as long as this. I don't have exactly the colds now, but like the starting point only. And it has been going on for quite a while.

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It feels good—listening to a chill song on a friday night. knowing I don't have something scheduled tomorrow and I can just relax and do whatever I want. It's also a time to look back on how the week went. Yesterday, someone was snoring on the bus going to work. No one is laughing, at least none that I saw, and that's right. We are all tired in our own ways—I also sleep while traveling, always, just minus the snoring. As if you can stop it. Just a few minutes before getting off, someone's earbuds seemed to have disconnected that the phone played music loudly hehe. but it stopped immediately, the owner being a bit startled with what happened. The art of noticing. I love it when I stay present in the moment that I get to noticed the subtle things like this. This is life. So little, so fleeting, so exhausting at some point. Yet, so fascinating.

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I am so excited to go home. I feel happy that there are not much people today, maybe because most classes are suspended here. Travel is easier, lesser traffic, less noise. Hehehe! And no rain, too! Thank You Lord!

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I haven't got six hour sleep, only five, less than five, even. I was caught up in scrolling na naman 😔. Sana makabawi mamaya.

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It has actually been an eventful week. And only when I made a conscious effort of looking back did I realize what a happy week it was. I did lots of things, regretted some, but such decisions made me smile, though. So, experience. Thank You, Jesus!

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Pt. 2 (Oct 09, 2022) I need two extra hours in a day dedicated to just motivating myself. I need extra time to realize no shit will work if I stay in my comfort zone. These are really painful days included in waiting. And I abhor waiting. How do you get rid of the constant desire for instant gratification? I spend time looking into rich people, how they live the life of my dreams, and this always leave me thinking, what was missing in my formula? Where did I go wrong that I remain in this state? I don't work hard enough. I know. I have no connections—and I don't work to create them. I think very little of myself. I act in a way that tells exactly how stagnant I am. I whine in inconvenience caused by taking risks, or undertaking new ventures. I suck at consistency, yet I want fast results.

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Pt. 1 (Oct 09, 2022) At this point, I am just getting things done, so I won't feel guilty. I absolutely hate the cycle I am in, yet, I just keep on going, because it'd be costly to undo what I already started. I tried many alternatives, to find what I do fun. I tried scheduling stuff before I sleep, or just wake up really early to do it, or just do when I want to. Nothing seemed to stand out to me. I am still unproductive as heck. I hate it. I hate myself. I can stay awake doing unnecessary things, yet, I sleep on important tasks.

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Another dream woke me up. Prayer settles the fear. I've been dreaming lots of dreams that interrupt my sleep lately. I rebuke any kind of sickness and presence of evil, in Jesus' name. God is my ultimate healer, protector, and He will never leave nor forsake me.

@Ellehcim

Bakit napaka-malumanay mo sa pakikitungo sa akin? Paano mo nagagawang kausapin kami nang hindi tumataas ang boses mo? Saan ka nakakahugot ng pasensya para hindi mangatwiran sa tuwing nasisigawan ka, o pinagsasalitaan ka ng hindi maganda? Sa totoo lang, sa tanda kong 'to, hindi ko pa rin matarok ang pagiging kalma mo sa halos lahat ng bagay. Hindi ka mahilig manghingi, at hindi ka nagrereklamo sa ibinibigay sa'yo. Kaya ang sarap mong biyayaan, eh. Hindi mo rin ako kailanman hinusgahan sa t'wing dumadaing ako sa'yo, kaya gumagaan talaga ang pakiramdam ko kapag nagkukuwento ako sa'yo. Napakasipag mo pa. Kilos ka nang kilos, pero wala akong naririnig na nagrereklamo ka na walang tumutulong sa'yo, o kung may iniinda kang masakit. Pero, Pa. Okay lang magreklamo sa'kin, ha? Ayos lang na minsan, hindi mo magawa 'yung mga bagay kasi tinatamad ka, o pagod ka. Ayos lang rin na pagalitan mo ako kapag nagkakamali ako. Tsaka pakiusap, h'waag mong ililihim kapag may masakit sa'yo. Sa totoo lang, dapat nga nag-rerelax nalang kayo ni mama, eh. Pero 'yan, nagpapaka-magulang pa rin kayo sa'min. Parang hindi kayo nauubusan ng lakas araw-araw. Kung gaano ako ka-aga bumangon, mas maaga naman bumabangon si mama para ipagluto ako ng almusal at babaunin. Kung gaano ako ginagabi ng uwi, ay ganun ka rin kagabi maghintay para sunduin ako. Nakakalungkot lang kasi hindi ko pa rin kayo nabibigyan ng maalwan na buhay. Ayoko nang umeekstra ka, Pa. Ayoko nang paminsan-minsan ay nangangamuhan ka pa rin. Gusto kong ibigay talaga ang buhay na sobrang karapat-dapat sa inyo ni mama. Kaso hindi ko pa siguro panahon para mamunga nang hitik, sabi Niya. Naniniwala ako sa panahon ng Dios Ama. Pero, sana, hanggang sa marating ko na ang ganoong kalagayan, at higit pang matagal kasunod niyon, malubos niyo lahat ng magagandang karanasan na hindi niyo naranasan sa inyong malungkot na pagkabata. 03/26/2024

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Thank God it's Friday. I am only looking forward to our youth overnight later. I hope everything's not gonna be stressful at work today. I want to rest already!

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What a nice afternoon spent with friends! Now, I am having popcorn , nakikishare sa friend hahaha! Kain tayo!

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sleeping quite late today.. it's 11:08pm.

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I can hear some Christmas songs playing in the mall. So happy for the free lunch, and tried lots of chicken wings flavor. I enjoyed them all! How are y'all? :D

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Happy Wednesday! It's a busy workday today. I pray that this will not be a stressful one, though. Sa lahat ng breadwinners, laban lang! Padayon.