@Ellehcim 13 October 2025

Pt. 2 (Oct 09, 2022) I need two extra hours in a day dedicated to just motivating myself. I need extra time to realize no shit will work if I stay in my comfort zone. These are really painful days included in waiting. And I abhor waiting. How do you get rid of the constant desire for instant gratification? I spend time looking into rich people, how they live the life of my dreams, and this always leave me thinking, what was missing in my formula? Where did I go wrong that I remain in this state? I don't work hard enough. I know. I have no connections—and I don't work to create them. I think very little of myself. I act in a way that tells exactly how stagnant I am. I whine in inconvenience caused by taking risks, or undertaking new ventures. I suck at consistency, yet I want fast results.