To be honest.. I don't want to be here anymore. And whenever this kind of feeling comes, only one thing goes straight to mind. Ask Him. Ask the One who's in control of everything, the One who can see the bigger picture, the further future.

Consult Him who created You and loves you more than you'll ever reciprocate. The constant in our lows, the promise-keeper.

God wants to be involved in Your life. Though He is in it regardless, He wants us to "want to" rely to him. So, even it might be a trivial thing, or a vital decision that might be hurting your head for a while now, talk it out to Him. You don't even have to present Him with the alternatives, you can just cry it out and ask Him for an answer. God provides a solution. He really does.

But you gotta trust Him first. You gotta let Him take the wheel. That's the first step.

And yes, first step is sometimes the hardest. Still, give it a try. Because, I can assure you, God always delivers. Just in time.

Happy Sunday, people!