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Few days ago... Untold Story What's your deal huh? I'm still in grief so don't look at me that way. We should move on hooman. We have two goats that bought by my mama a long time ago. They are carefree and roam around at the vacant ricefield nearby together with the goats of our neighbors. Before the sunset they already returned to their loafing shed if they still not my mama or younger bro started to call them. Sometimes they won't return but in duet they'll maa! maa! maa! from a distance. Whenever we heard it me and my younger bro started to giggles and we jokingly said to our mama your adopted daughter & son keeps calling you. Bring them home. haha One day they return at their loafing shed and we noticed that billy wasn't feeling well. We thought it's nothing serious. Morning comes so I checked billy. Thankfully he is now moving the way he used to. He and nanny started to eat grass at the area where their loafing shed build. Lunch break so I came to our store and a sad news welcome me. I send billy to the slaughter house. [I can't explain what I feel] :( I asked my mother where's his meat now? It's on the freezer. Oh! okay. Day after... I'll be having my lunch at our store. My younger bro told me there's a viand in the kitchen "Kalderetang kambing" a filipino version of goat stew. I hesitate but at the end I picked one slice while jokingly face my bro with cryin' face and said I feel pity for billy. I meant what I said. While eating, I really can't stop thinking that I'm eating billy. I didn't even finished my food. It doesn't feel good. My bro started laughing at me while he said that's also the reason why I don't like to eat chickens from our own poultry because I pity for them too. At that time after having lunch. I go home and vomited what I've ate, my stomach got upset not that having a stomachache but I don't have any appetite to eat for two days. My mother ended giving what she cooked to my aunt and the rest of the meat so it won't go to waste. My mama smiled and said to us okay this is it. We can only take care of animals but not to eat them. Now we know the feeling. I am planning to sell Nanny. We just said. It's up to you. But for sure we'll get sad and going to missed to hear a unending maa! maa! maa! It's lunch break. Don't missed to eat anything. Don't let your stomach empty and growling. :) #eirphotography

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