It a season to love,

A season to share,

A season to catch fun,

Just find someone to love

It's boxing day

_Seasons greetings! I hope this Christmas season will take you closer to all those that you desire in your heart, those you've been secretly admiring .

The red and green colour of Christmas says it all, the red colour signifies love and affection. Crack the bones, break bottles, exchange gifts, call friends and share gifts.

The green colour of Christmas signifies careless spending; empty you wallet, go shopping with friends, go to bar, spray money indiscriminately.

These was my theory until last year when the world almost fell at my feet. There is this fair lady I met in a cinema on boxing day, she was all over me and I exchanged hands of fellowship. We grew well together in our discussions and i spent almost all I had on her as I thought I was the only one, say nah me she call her number one. I thought I was the one, but she only lead me up blindly.

Just two weeks into the relationship, she said to me "did you even noticed that I have never call you and even when you do the calling I sometimes ignore," (oh! I was a fool believing her lame excuses for not picking my calls). She cleared her throat and continued "Did you even notice that I have never kissed you". See shock o, (I use to think it's self discipline). Before I know it, she said to me "You know what Dee, this is hard for me to say, I'm gonna say it anyway, I've fallen out of love with you".I remain speechless as she'd out of my sight.

She knew in her gut she isn't in love but I was too blind to see.

I took sine time to recover from the heart piercing event. Friends didn't help the matter as they keep hurting with their words, some of those words still ringing in my head; "Sebi nah you wan marry sisi yellow" "let's go out maybe you'd see another oyinbo girl" and other ill words.

Fast forward to February 13 this year. I was preparing to set out for the gym when my phone rings

"Hello, who is on the line"

"It's me Temmy"

From the voice I could figure it's the same Temmy that almost ruined me about a month ago.

"So sorry I still can't recognize who is speaking" (I replied)

"Temmy your, I mean I'm sorry"

"Sorry for what?"

"Can go out on lunch, all bills on me"

"Hmmmm! Temmy I understand your plight and it's commendable but I'm currently...

Actually I gave a meeting at noon" (I stammered

"Dee I know you're still angry but please hear me out, I can explain"

I thought time heals but I haven't done much healing. I hung up on her and refuse to pick calls from her or other strange number. I received text messages from her, all pleading for a talking time. But what must have happened, why does she wanna see me, how come her chameleon change colour

I was soon done with gym return home only to meet Temmy my entrance (OMG! Not now). I open the door and we both walked i. We exchanged pleasantries and remain silent. She broke the silence by a whispering I AM SORRY, I didn't say a thing and she continued explaining what happened but I wasn't paying attention all I could gather was that she was push by a friend to do that as a test.

Those words made me detest her the more. No lies or wrong, I must be out of my mind when I think over the time I almost loved her.