Life is short
Everything in life works with time and season. Name it, business,school, family,career,love, and even life.
Quite terrifying knowing that life doesn't last forever. You get a chance at a making a difference and before you know it, it's all gone.
Knowing that you don't get to lobe the people you care so deeply about forever. You don't get to live the dream forever. You don't get to keep that family forever. There is a loophole which comes with life which is death.
Quite annoying when you see a lot of people make a big deal about how long they've lived on earth. Ranting and boast of their experience. Arrogant to the fact that experience isn't fulfillment. Oblivious of the fact that alot of experienced mind have gone six feet under the ground. You've lived so long doesn't mean you've lived so well. You are probably more logically expected to die first.
Always remember how much I craved to be an adult growing up. I hated being bossed around by my parents and my sister. Thought it was a leverage to get free from all of those.
I could finally make decisions for myself and not get shouted at. I could go where I wanted when I wanted. I saw it as a liberation from the bondage I felt I was kept in. Little did I know that alot more was attached to growing up. Alot of responsibility,decisions,work to be done. I could only see the little good part of it.
A see alot of young lads wasting precious time,not aware of how short life could be. Whirling away time,moving with the tides,unable to exercise self control.
I wish I could re-live the years I wasted,the bad decisions I made,the shame I brought upon myself,the disgrace. I just hoped I could go back and correct all of those mistakes. I wish I could relive the former years,make friends,be happy,be closed to family,read my books and always say a prayer.
Figured out it was a hell-lope. If you aren't ready for it,you just go after anything that looks enticing. Decisions are being made not based on what is right but what you convince yourself is.You could make a decision that would ruin your entire life or you could set a solid foundation to a wonderful life.
Understanding that with every passing time,you grow older. One step forward toward your grave. It screams the need to make the most of your time here on earth.
Live a life you would be remembered for. One that holds a significant meaning,that passes across the right message to young minds out there to follow in the same footsteps.