Stalking

I had a lot of ideas in my mind on what to write, but today my brain just doesn't function for many reasons, lately I had a lot of things in my mind about loan payments, bills payments, Weekly budget and Sophia's Birthday is fast approaching and it's on 22nd of January. 

So that I can't be so stressed, I decided to go to my cousin's compound to get some Ideas on what to write. I was taking pictures of anything in case I could get some ideas from it. 

But there's none. I opened my new Facebook account because I forgot the password of my old one, then I started to search for my name.

And it surprised me a lot because it has a lot of tags about online selling. I was once an online seller but I decided to stop because I can't handle the stress since sophia was small and It was unavoidable that there is a bogus buyer in every batch order that arrived and it really stress me out because my capital is much bigger than my profit and the others are putting it in to charge to credit, maybe that's why I can't be rich because I don't  follow them up for the payment because I am the one who is ashamed haha that's what Pilipina is like,so I decided to quit.

Anyways, So now I decided to tour you around my facebook account. It was so memorable for me because I had a lot of memories here obviously, but unluckily I forgot my password and I don't know how to recover it since it was not linked to my Gmail.

Let's start …. And I hope that you enjoyed reading 💕💕

Second Year College

After the final exam, we decided to take our break, and went to a resort together with our closest teachers, I remembered when my teacher told me to speak in english when we got there and I ask why, He said because I looked like an african, at least they will be proud of having an african companion haha,Yeah my color complexion is different that's why others mistook me for being a foreigner, that's why I am so thankful they had a nice camera and it went well when I was taking pictures of myself Haha.

Third Year in College

It was hard for me to fix myself, as I was craving for chicken, as you can see the old picture of me holding a piece of chicken, that was the time that I still don't know that I was pregnant, I was like running to a food chain when I smell something like fried chicken and then, I finally realized that something is wrong with me because I even hate myself looking at the mirror and I hate seeing hair brush and I hated it when brushingy hair so I always tied it and I don't care, that was when I realized that I was already pregnant. One of my classmate once said that I should never eat Fried chicken wings while conceiving because my baby might be a boy and it turns out to be a gay haha, I know its ridiculous that's why I am thankful that Sophia turns out to be a baby girl.

Fourth Year in College

This was the hardest part of my journey that I shared on facebook at the same time. It was the happiest memory that's worth keeping on.

The first thing that I noticed from my old photos are that I am so skinny, and that was when I was a practice teacher, maybe because It was just 6 months ago when I labored Sophia, It was so stressful back then because I had to do multitasking, not only me of course but also the other practiced teachers, we should guide the learners from their areas, and when their classes begun, we had to do the task that was given to us, from what I remembered our lunch break would be our time to do our lesson plan and preparing ourselves because after lunch we are the ones who handles and teach the learners.

Now I realized that being a teacher is not very easy, I felt sorry for my teacher in highschool because I never listened to them but instead I hid my pocket book in their book and pretended to listen but the truth is I was just reading haha.

I'd like to share about my first year in college but sad to say I don't have cellphone at that time, I had pictures before going to college but I was just borrowing phone to my friend that's why, and I cannot borrow cellphone during first year because they are busy with their own life haha.

When I continue to stalk in my old facebook account I noticed that I had some pictures that I cannot even imagine and I don't even care on how it looks haha, as you can observe and see below all of it are sideways and I even did not bother to upload it upright so that my facebook friends does not tilt their head or neither their phones haha.

Realization: 

I can't quite imagine that I enjoyed stalking my own facebook account, and I can't even imagine some of my previous posts looking a bit weird, maybe since I was not that knowledgeable on how facebook works, as long as I posted it and done.

Final Thought:

Social Media is one of the most famous nowadays, and its part of our everyday routine to check every happenings on facebook, but the most important thing is to be responsible, Think before You Click will do 💕

Thank You for reading..

@ Dawn_Dii

Date Published: January 16, 2022