Juan is not studying

My eyes start swelling,
My tears start falling,
My chest starts aching,
My mind starts questioning,
For the Math solving.
Though it was something,
Difficult in my understanding,
Sometimes I asked blessing,
In my classmate who is solving,
It's part of reminiscing,
Being a STUDENT studying,
Not a book reading,
But Facebook using,
Even teacher was discussing,
Our lesson and everything
That made my grade failing.