I wish I could go back to being a kid. Those times when my problem was not being able to play with our neighbors, not being top on the class, fight with friends, loose in any child games,etc. For now, Im smiling outside but honestly I'm very depressed as of the moment. There are many problem I have to think that I even think of just killing myself. Problems like money, my studies, my health. I know this is just too shallow compared to what the other people are experiencing right now, but I just can't handle it. I want to cry out loud, but I don't want to be a burden to the family. I seriously need someone I can talk to right now because I think I'm going crazy if I just keep it inside. Depression really is not a joke after all when you, yourself experience it personally. I wish I could go through this. May God help me along the way.
Hi! I know how it feels being depressed. I've been on your situation once and it has been tough. If there's one thing I have learned going through depression, it is to reach out to your family. Please know that you're not alone in that journey.
Reach out to them and tell your family or friends that you need help. Being isolated is the hardest thing to deal with because you are drowning with your own thoughts. You overthink, you feel hopeless and helpless.
It is a great factor to address depression by having someone you can share your thoughts with.
Keep fighting. You'll get out in this darkness. 🤗