I Wish Happiness Was Permanent

Being alone is different from feeling alone. It breaks a heart to feel alone. It torment souls. Some creates another unrealistic world just run from loneliness.

There comes a time in our life were we need to face reality that we are all alone, that we have to fight this all alone. There comes a time when we just wanna sit alone in our bedroom and just feel the silence screaming into our ears. There comes a time when we feel tired no matter how we try to have long sleeps. There comes a time when we lose our appetite and just don't wanna eat anything.

Lifes like that. No matter how we try there will come a time where we will fall and nobodies there to pick you up. Nothing to hold on to.

"It is okay to feel tired ,you can rest and when your ready again you come fight back" They always say that but what if you are tired all your life? What if?

I can smile and laugh around at people , make funny jokes and they'll never know how much I'm pained. Yeah lifes like that , it's like a suckerpunch , when your hit, your hit.

I wish happiness was permanent.

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