I'd decided to share my story here:
The untold story of the young boy, who doesn't know the happening in his world.
He is still a child, as I remember he is still 8 years old. He is born on September 17, 1995. It was a Sunday. He is blessed to be born, in the day of worshipped. The day he feel the smells, love, and affectionate of his loving mother and father.
His parents were sharing and celebrate the birth of their begotten son. The mother was 19 years old at that time and his father is 24 years old. Yes! You read it clear. The interval of their age can't be defined or measures their bond and romanced. He is the fruit of their love.
The days are passing by. They give him a name: Romarht and a nickname: Mumar. They call him Mumar to remember his great grandfather (a Muslim). The boy was baptized in Catholic Church. Everyone in the town was celebrating to welcome the new born Christian.
He learns to talk, the first word "mama". He also learns to crawl and sometimes crying if he was hurt. The mother of the boy is very careful to teach his son to walk and sometimes stumbled. After a few weeks, the boy learns to walk on his own.
He was born has a smile on his face. The boy was cheerful and playful and sometimes scolded by his mother because of his characteristics. He was starting to study and everyone was amazed by his good character and excellent of his works at the school.
One day, he saw his mother scolded by his father. The boy is so sad and gloomy when he saw his mother crying. He still innocent, he won't know what happens. He didn't ask his mother why his father do that. He has grudge against his father, but he didn't tell anyone. He is very rarely to smiles and the smile on his face is slowly fades away. Every day he saw his mother crying but no matter how he understands the situation, he can't able to puzzled. The soft-hearted boy filled the grudge against his father but he keeps it in silence.
In the morning, the boy was waking up. He called his mother. No one answer. He saw his father on the balcony. It was sad and can't express the feelings on his face. The boy was ignored his father. And he goes out and looks around to intend that his mother cleaning in the playground. But nowhere can be found. He wanted to cry but the tear is so shy. He starting to search around and hoping to see his mother but nowhere can be found. He asks his neighbor about his situation but everyone can't able to say what is happening. He calls his mother so many times, even the echoes are ashamed to respond.
He intended that his mother is already returned to his home, so he runs like lighting to reach his home. He started crying when he found out that his mother is already gone. The clothes, documents, and everything was gone. He was running while crying and stumbled. His feelings, it's like a pulley but the gravity keeps it pulling hard. His father follows and chased him until he found his son; hold and hug. His father started crying and he doesn't want to look at him. The boy has still grudged, against him.
The father tells everything about his mother and he felt sorry about what happens. His father apologized to his son but it's too late to regret everything.
The father always takes care of that boy. Maybe he was also afraid to lose his only son. He is always to take him to the farm or the river to fishing. The grudges he feels against his father are slowly fading.
He was always waiting at the door. And hoping someday, his mom will show.
I added ski to my nickname, to make it cool. And I used it in my noise.cash account.
I felt sad reading this but I hope you are fine now..