New Career? Or Will I Stay?

Is there a point in your life that you are lazy about everything? It's like you don't want to move and just lie down in your bed or sit in your chair looking into the thin air? I asked this question because lately at my work it feels like I want to do nothing and want to become lazy the whole day but I didn't do that, It's just what I feel. It's like I'm not happy anymore with what's happening in my career. Maybe this is really the starting point where they say that you are gradually becoming unhappy at your working environment, then you start getting tired of what you are doing and it comes to the point that you feel lazy just what's happening to me right now. Have you experienced this? Or is it just me? Is this the right time to change career and change company or will I stay? These questions pop up in my mind especially when I'm thinking about it, I'm still confused and don't know what to do but at the end of the day the final decision is up to me.

I know every individual chooses what they want to do in their life especially in their careers, either they become a businessman/businesswoman, professional in their desired profession, bystanders and more. Before we reached what we have of course we all went through the learning process in school & university, from Elementary to College and now I know some of us were professionals including me, while others chose a different path. Me? After I graduated I immediately looked for a job and thanked God I had my first job but unfortunately after a year I lost my job and became unemployed because the contract between the company I'm working and the agency that hired me ended so we laid off from our agency and looked for another job. I'm unemployed for almost 2 months then after applying from different companies I finally hit the spot and got a job where I'm working right now. I've been working in my company for almost 3 years and beyond and I can say it was definitely an awesome experience because I really learned a lot but today I can see myself that I'm not growing in my career anymore and the feeling that I've said in my introduction maybe it's a part of it, though there's still something that's bothering me.

It's not just my country (Philippines) that experienced this pandemic but almost the whole world and a lot of business establishments closed because of it. Many people lost their jobs and the unemployment rate truly rose up. I am still thankful to my company that despite what's happening in the world we survive and I still have a job that helps me in this pandemic. This is the thing that's bothering me, I am really indebted to my company and to my boss, that's why I can't decide yet if I will stay or change my career. They did not just provide help in financial assistance but also we received goods and one of that was the sack of rice. I'm very thankful for their help but I think I really need to explore more, it's not just the salary I'm thinking but it's the career ahead of me. I'm earning enough and able to provide the needs of my family but still something was missing that's why I'm finding it now. 

I didn't resign yet but I'm already planning in transferring in another company, I will just update my resume then afterwards will start apply on my target companies. I'll stay for the meantime but I already decided to find where I belong and get the growth that I am looking for. I know this article is technically about myself but hope you like it. Thank you for your time reading!