October : 6, 2021
Published by : Cocogrey

Wazzup Everyone! Good day my fellow writers. It was an awesome day, a cloudy sky in the cold morning feels!

It's already 8:40 in the morning Philippine time.

Before I started my story just want flex this four amazing people. :)

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Well, we all have that dreams that we really wanted to come true. And that dream is easy for some to achieve, while some of us (including me) who are dreaming about something cannot even afford it and we have to save money to get that for how many years! Lol. Why it is so unfair?

Why, others got the chance to reach their dreams easily. Lol.

However, This dream is actually not my dream before! I don't even care and not even appreciate Bike or Motor bike.

It was year 2019, when I decided to buy a motorcycle. To be true, I supposedly wont buy a motorcycle but because I only take a ride with my brother-in-law with his bike and as the day pass by, I have realized that I have to buy my own motorcycle because I already feel ashamed while having a ride with him to go to our workplace and going back to home. Also, my brother in law approach me and tell me to get my own.

Somehow, I hesitate to buy for some reason, and that is I am scared of driving motorcycle. I don't have confident to drive, I always think of negative things, and I have more what ifs in my mind.

What if I die?

What if I accidentally run over a person or an animal? What should I do if that will happen?

Too many what ifs in my mind on that moment.

I am really afraid of it. Maybe it is because I have already an anxiety or nervous breakdown that is why it feels like am I dying when I drive a vehicle.

Fast forward

But somehow, I manage to get my own bike on December 2019. Together with my friend he always told me that you have to relax when you driving, you have to be watchful and always look on the sider mirror. He always tell me that the road is not dangerous at all. All you have to do is be confident at all time.

So, I drove it for the first with confidence and no fear! I said to my self that if there's one thing that I will face my fear, I think that is my fear of the road or highway. So, while I am driving my first and ever bike which is honda wave 110R, I always pray that I'll be safe while riding it and choose to ignore the fear inside my head during those times.

My first ride and Dream bike

And on December 24th 2019 I do my first ride to kapatagan, I am fearless those moment. I realized that dying without even experiencing to face the fear is definitely a boring life. And I did it. We have a safe ride on that day! From then, I started to love and appreciate bike. And I also started to dream about my dream bike which is SNIPER 150 or Raider 150. Lol.

Wishing that one day I'll have one of it.

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However, I will never abandoned or sale my Honda wave 110r if I got my dream bike hehe

it has a sentiment value for me, when this bike came to my life, my dream girl also came to my life! @Sequoia you're both special to me. My dream is also your dream bike. You told me that we will get it together soon. Thank you for coming to my life, I have more reason to live and appreciate life especially riding to somewhere together with you!

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