Would You Date A Spy?

Am sorry but I can't date a spy...

It kills me,

It shatters me,

It shreds me,

To see you so broken.

I see the deep pain behind your ever tearful eyes,

Then I hate myself for all the lies?

I wish I could turn back time,

Maybe right my wrongs and clear all the evidence.

I should have never cheated on you.

Or maybe I should have covered all my tracks.

I should have treated you better.

Or maybe I should have given her less attention.

I hate to see you hate me because of what I did.

How you whimper in the middle of the night thinking I was deep in sleep,

How you lose weight cos you're too broken to eat,

Why would I do that to the woman I love?

Am sorry for the pain,

And am also sorry that you caught me...

But it's kind of your fault.

Why did you engage in espionage?

Why did you try to expose me?

Why did you follow my trails?

I should blame you for your pain.

What if you work for MI6 and you're out to destroy me?

What if you're faking your tears to pull me further in?

Am sorry love, but, I have to forget you.

It pains me to do this but I can no longer date a spy.

I guess this is goodbye.