June 14, 2022

Is there anyone who doesn't possess any problems in life? I guess when we are in adulthood it's part of our daily lives we encounter a lot of difficulties and it's up to us how to handle such things.

How does it feel when we face a difficult time

I face difficult moments, over the past few days and that's the reason for my being inactive here I feel the emptiness, I feel that no one is with me and that I am alone in this chaotic world.

It's hard when we think no one understands our feelings, I wanted to just scream even if no one hears just to ease the pain that I felt.

I keep on asking why I encountered this kind of circumstance? A lot of questions in my mind did I do bad things to others? why do I suffer from this kind of stuff?

I kept my problems with me and I didn't share them with anyone for the reason that even though I tell them but there is in my mind that still, no one understands my feelings and that I should keep them to my own.

They said that problems can make us strong and independent individuals we should embrace them for it is part of our lives.

I always remind myself that these all shall pass through and that whatever I feel at this moment for sure tomorrow is another day.

Practice Gratitude

For us to fight back our emptiness and the loneliness, that we feel we need to be grateful for all the good things that happened not just only focusing on the negative side.

Today, I am grateful for @Chelle18 as when the past days that I didn't want to talk to someone but then she sent me a message through messenger asking if I am okay for I am uncommunicative for the past days and that because I don't like also to open up what's bothering to me.

In our conversation at first, I was hesitant to tell her, that's why when she asked me what was going on with me and why I am silent for a couple of days? I only answer her that I am just gilaay" meaning unwilling to do something productive.

Then I feel her sincerity a willingness to listen to my dilemma then I started to open up to her about what was going on with me. We exchanged words of wisdom about life that somehow I feel that at least my problem was a little bit okay when I tried to share it with someone else. Thank you dae for the words that enlighten me to do the right thing.

Closing words

May some of you think that I am a problematic person for I have always been writing about the emptiness and loneliness in my life and yeah, your right maybe I am okay now but then the next day again the same problem arises. It is not easy for me in this kind of situation but I need to fight for this may sometimes some suicidal thoughts coming my way but then God is with me and he did not let me do those evil things that happen in my life.

Probably that's all for me today I hope that rusty didn't forget me despite my absence for a couple of days.

To my sponsors, God bless you all.

Thank you for reading!