September 16, 2022

I started drafting this article for today at 11 am, why?

Because last night at 8 pm the sister of my madam coming here and decide to sleep together with her 11 months son, to be honest, if this lady comes here I am not comfortable though we are okay sometimes we can't force ourself to feel okay with someone, but I need to obey and respect them as it is my duty.

And so up until as of this writing they are all still sleeping so probably if they wake up I don't have time to write.

Since I promise that I need to be active and publish once a day so I need to do time management.

So for today's write up I wanted to share my failures and regrets for the past few days it was the time when I am inactive here just so today the realization hit me badly.

My last article stated that I need to stop my addiction to the raffle draw because I realized that it was just a waste of money.

Late did I know that there is also one thing that I am addicted to and that is purchasing random things online I guess I was depressed, and sad at that time, and the only thing to ease my boredom is just scrolling through my Facebook account and watching those who do live selling I was experiencing it last year that I was hooked also and that my bitcoincash savings well spent to that thing that I ordered and I didn't recognize that it happened again though not same before but also I feel the regret when I received a message from the online seller where I ordered as they already finalized the products that I purchased.

When I ordered they keep on telling me that the shipping fee is very less and that I shouldn't worry but then it was all lie because if only I know that the shipping fee will cost the same as the items I chose probably I will not go through but you know no one can blame but myself because I am easily tempted by those who sell online.

This is the message that the seller forwarded it stated that the shipping fee cost a total of 381.00Pesos or in dollars, which is almost 6$.

Not only this I have also a friend and at the same time a neighbor who happened that she also selling online and she also offered me her items and so since I had this attitude who easily tempted I also purchased and probably I guess to show support for her small business.

My online friend conversation so since our article needed at least 3 minutes of reading time so I need to translate the convo.

She wanted me to choose those pictures item that she forwarded and told me that it was okay that I pay for them through installments for 1 month.

So I tell her that I only want lotion and baby Cologne for my 2 daughters and it cost almost 5$ for two items.

Closing words

Now that I realized what I am doing that I am easily invited and I wanted to change myself I wanted to think many times before I do the moves. I am hoping and praying that this would be the last budol that I encountered that I need to save money for the future.

That's all for me today thank you everyone for the unending support.

Edit: The sister of my employer they are still here I don't have any idea when she go back to her apartment I hope it will be tomorrow.

Goodnight everyone and see you tomorrow.

Cleophia_