Should I Leave or Stay

As the day and month past, a lot of changes happens!

It happens so fast and sometimes we noticed it too late!

We cannot do anything because we cannot predict what will happen tomorrow! God is the only one who will know about our future!

I think I'm going beyond my topic. The reason why I am writing is that, these past days i really got disappointed because of my noisecash and readcash!

The moment i joined read cash i became a spammer, and to think these is already my second account here, I don't really know what to do, I also wanted to engage to everyone but sad to say they might not read my comments on their articles because I'm at the spam section, and some writes will not bother to look into it since it's says that it's a spam!

But I still appreciate these writers who will able to read my comments even if it's in the Spam section, and someone told me that he oppened comments even if it's in a spam section because sometimes theirs a good comment also hidden their. I never dreamed to be in the spam section that why my heart full thanks to @ruffa @immaryandmerry @LykeLyca @tired_momma @Judith1969@bheng620 who sometimes/always their replying and sometimes they also upvote my writings which make me happy too, even if ramdom tipper never visit me yet!

But the truth is I'm being demotivated too because of these, i don't know how to be out of the spam section, and sometimes my writings are not good enough to catch some attention to someone, for them to read, upvote and like. And maybe it's the reason why my writings are not visible because nobody appreciate it! And it make me in pain! I know I'm not a good writer but everytime I open my articles all I want is to delete it all because sometimes no one will be able to read it!

I aslo think that should I write about cryptocurrency or investment too for me to gain some viewers. But I don't even understand it really, I used to read those articles for me to learn also but their is really some term that I cannot understand and I'm afraid of trying it because of what I have experienced in the past!

I really wanted to earn to, because I wanted to be free from Dept! But it's not that easy! Just like now I'm being demotivated because of what happenings in my readcash and noisecash.

Noisecash admin became strict as the day past, at first I was really happy because at last I was able to receive a free tips from the admin, all I thought it would be the new beggining after being banned of receiving free tips for a month!

But sad to say, the QR code won't leave me! Sometimes I can receive tip to anybody but QR code seemed to love me that much! It always be back I'm trying to make my own content and I even clean my profile I deleted all the nonsense renoise I've made because of some users who made it as a requirement just to get a tip from them.

I don't know if someone hated me that he or she could rate me bad, that's why I'm always at the QR code!

I don't really know what to do now!

Should i leave or stay!

I love reading articles here at read cash and I've always leave some comments because i wanted to engage to gain frienship if posible! I dont want to be like a robot who just read and leave I would appreciate if you will leave some comments it's more important and you're upvotes will be another blesssing I realy wanted to engage with everyone!

I don't leave comments to get some tips from you but to say that I'm here willing to be friends without asking anything in return!

Just like in noisecash I really admire those people who always reply because of that I'm being motivated to stay sometimes, because joining in both platforms what important is the meet new people to gain new friendship I don't just think of earning! Because joining here I've learning a lot already!

And i wish everything will be alright, and still I'm thinking if should I leave or stay!

If you happened to read it I would love if you give me some pieces of advice.

I just wanted to be out of the spam section and to be out of QR code, if you could help me then I would love to stay! But if not maybe I need to say goodbye!!

I really wanted to get some motivation for me to stay!!

Thank you!

Love: ChrisMarie,Kith