This week, I'm really acting unusual and I can't understand myself anymore. I am frequently lonely and sad, though I like it being alone. I know I miss my daughter but I always convinced myself that whatever reason I'm away from her, it is always for her. I guess this is what they call, homesickness.
I am having bad mood swings. I am happy for now then I'm sad for a few minutes and my temper is getting sharper and sharper. I even lost my appetite these days. I would 1 or 2 times a day because I don't feel hungry. I even shouted at my auntie a few minutes ago because she is insisting me to eat.
Is my mental and emotional health is falling apart again? I don't want to be my old self again.
Hold on ka lang jan girl.. always pray po..