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My relationships toward my inlaws Here I am again ,writing this topic about my so many "ya ngo-ngo sa kinbuhi".I am so sorry if here I am again having this topic ,maybe some of you here already know that only here I can express my feelings ,I can't tell it to my husband or someone here and other thing I was trying to control is not posting my problem on facebook .So,here I am now ,wanted to express how do i feel right now. Yesterday,I and my mother in law having a short discussion about the electricity,the roadside area here are already having back the elecrticity and dahil medyo malayo kami sa kalsada is ,meaning mahuhuli kaming magkaroon ng kuryente.Our discusion goes like this,my mother in law wanted us to complain at the main office and I told her,we will just have to wait until the line men were going to repair the electric wirings in our area,they will have to repair first the road side for them to easily repair the other areas which is far from the road.And seems like she never understand ,until she said that "kung ganun naman lang ,ay dapat wala nalang kuryente kung hindi man lang lahat magkaroon agad.So ,I explained again but she never listen and she told that we were giving tip to the line men so that they will repair first in our area ,since I get iritated na,I told her to do what ever she wanted ,if she wanted to complain at the office ,then go I always saw some post about the electricity ,according to the leyeco ,we will have to wait coz they are working day and night just to give back the electricity ,they are doing their job.Then after that convo ,she never talked to me ,and everytime I watched her,she had a mad face always .I don't want to care it ,in the first place alam ko na yan ,lagi na siyang ganyan sakin but then ,as I respected her I'm the who talked her first.I don't want that someone getting upset coz we are leaving in the same roof. Even before,not only this things we are arguing.I still remember this things which we get upset each other. **Job Issues** After a year of giving birth of my eldest son ,I always heard her words "we need to find way that there's a cents that will get in our pocket"thats what I always heard and as a job less,I felt guilty about it ,so I asked my husband ,what if I find a job ,but my husband never letting me to work ,he wanted me to take care of our baby and when my husband's boss needs a cashier on his meat shop ,and he wanted to get me but my husband refuse that offer,but I felt sayang kasi nga para walang masabi yung mother in law ko .I was planning to sell anything here but I am worried baka kasi magaya ako sa isa niyang daughter in law na nagtinda din ng tuba or coconut wine and she keeps complaining that her daughter in law was competting her.When my sister in law,sending us balik bayan box and a lot of clothes which no one will wear it from the family ,I told my sister in law that I am going to sell it para kahit papano mababawi yung shipping fee ng mga boxes and my sister in law was happy and agreed on my plan ,she said that the half amount I earned from those preloved clothes will be mine and the other half will be given to my mother in law.She was happy everytime someone was buying the items I was selling but she was not agreed on how I sell it ,I posted it in facebook and delivered it after ,she was not agreed coz she wanted that the buyer will come to the house ,at that time I felt like I did'nt did something good ,It was like she was finding a mistake ,nah!but thats what I felt .After all the items was sold ,I was trying also selling frozen product and she was the one who offered me ,I did'nt sell it immediatly coz I was thinking ,maybe only at the beginning she will be nice to me ,I am going to put my items at their fridge.If they were going to buy it ,I 'll never add interest on each item ,only to our neighbor who buy .After several weeks ,I decided to stop selling coz I felt bad of what she doing .She turned off the fridge even if I theres still stocks on it ,I guess it 2packs of hot dog and 1pack of ham .What I did was I get my stocks and cooked the ham and good thing our neighbor came to buy hotdog. When I started here at read cash ,she always saw me having my phone in my hand ,and when my baby was crying ,she would said that pinabayaan ko daw ang bata.And I told her why do sometimes I keep holding my phone and a she was happy knowing that I was finding ways to earn. **Raising my kids issues** Always,we argue on how do I raised my kids ,she don't like on how I raised my own kids ,she always compared her self to me ,.What ever the things I said "no" to my kids was a "yes" for her ,thats why my kids were running her if I was trying to disipline them. **My husband's past relationship issues** One time ,with our nieghbor ,they are talking about my husband's live in partner before and she had the loudest voice ,our nieghbor trying to control her voice and asked if I don't get mad if I can hear them and she answeref "ofcourse not ,she already know about this girl before they are living together".In my opinion ,I did'nt get hurt whatever their topic about that girl ,what I don't wanted to hear is that how many times they keep talking that girl ,its not only about me who get upset to hear that ,also my husband ,he never wanted to hear that but she was trying to inserted that name everytime she can find way to keep comparing .I can't understand what is her point on keep talking about that girl ,when I was new here,they aways said tge bad side of the girl but now parang bumaliktad and hangin . But then ,whatever she did,I was trying to adjust and give my respect to her. I think ,its enough na ,I just making myself having stress,I need to end this blog coz I already heard my tummy ,shouting asking for food haha! Thats all for today ,thank you for your time ,stay safe and God bless🙏

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