@Chelle18 15 February 2022 edited more from that month

My teenage days Maupay na aga/maayong buntag/magandang umaga or shall I say good morning read.cash world! How was everyone here?I hope you are all doing great despite of whats the world is facing right .Keep you faith to GOD and remember that GOD is with us always. In this article ,I am sharing my teenage days and how does it goes .I got this idea whenI read @Pachuchay article about her love life experience during her teenage days.So lets begin for this question..... How' s my teenage days? I am a type of a girl that did'nt care of how do I look ,I never put powder on my face ,I am no comfortable of wearing lipstick on my lips or should I say that I am different from the other teenager.I saw how my classmates taking care of themselves ,when I was in highschool ,most of them or all of them are really know to take care of themselves I have darker colored skin because of working in the field if we don't have classes.Yes !I am working in the rice field together with my father ,I know how to plant rice ,I know the procedure how it become a rice before we serve it in our table. Every saturday and sunday I am helping my father in our small rice field and sometimes if its a harvesting season,we joined a group of people who will harvested the rice and sometimes we gathered some woods for cooking and we sell it .I honestly sometimes felt ashamme coz I was thinking I am already a lady but I was working this kind of job and most of the workers was boys but I can't do anything ,I need to accept it ,I was born that we are poor and the things I need to do is to help my family and accept the reality . Most of my classmates when I was in 2nd year have already their lovers and every valentines or not only for valentines ,they made me a messenger ,since we don't have phone that time they sent a love letter to each other .Sometimes I send it to the other sections and its okay for me since they are my friends naman and I can't stop to feel kilig naman kasi ang bad ko ,minsan ako yung unang nagbabasa hahaha . I am just a teenager who go to school then after school never going anywhere ,I need to go home for some household chores and if they there were no classes I helped my father .Some of my classmates said that I am lesbian but not ,I know I am girl but unlike them at the young age I did'nt feel having a boyfriend .I am just happy to serve them as their messenger lol! Some of my friends are skipping the classes because of having a date with their boyfriend and I know that as their messenger especially if they are celebrating their monthsary but me?guess what's my reason to skip classes?hahha I was so addicted of a noon time show before the wowowee ,I don't know that I was so happy everytime I am watching it .And it came to the point that sometimes I skip my class especially if I knew who will be the guest or the players in that day .One day ,its the first year anniversary of wowowee so I was so excited for it coz they always announce what would be the happenings for their anniversay and because of it ,I skipped my afternoon class. When I got home ,my mother asked me why I go home early and she asking if I don't have class and said that we had a class but I felt unwell,I had a head ache .Since we don't have a television ,I went quickly to our nieghbor and I was confused why the host of that show are crying and they offerred a prayer.I was asking to our nieghbor if the show was already done but she said there was a stampede happening and many was dead and after that incident ,I never skip my class because of watching tv. When I was 15years old ,I started to take care of how do I look ,I started applying beauty products coz I can afford it na ,I was a working student that time and thats the time I am having a crush which was our neighbor where I was working at thesame time studying .I always saw him playing basketball in the court near us and his aunt was selling load ,I alrwady had a phone that time given by my boss,one time an unknown number texted me saying "hi,hows your day" then I replied and asking if who is he ,I don't know what I felt that time when I learned that my crush was texting me ,is this love?charrot !To make the story short ,we became a lover since we had a mutual feelings to each other.I finally had my puppy love or first love?I don't know how to call ,I was asking that is the love I feel right now?hahh,My boss notice that I was changed,I was changed the way I look and act like a real lady.I feel inlove everyday that time but our relationship ends because he went to manila for his study though we had a communication but then one time when I called him a girl was answering his phone saying she was the girlfriend,so I stop comunicating with him.I really felt was my friends felt before after the breakup.After the happy days that full of love ends me crying haha.And the funny thing was happened when I was pregnant of my 1st baby ,his ate went to the store where I am working and asked my number and I didn't notice that the number I gave to her was the phone number of my husband ,my ex boyfriend called my husband and asking where I am and I was laughing to heard his voice hahha,binigay pala ng ate niya ang number ko ,his ate wanted us na kami daw ang magkatuluyan and its never gonna be happened coz I had my husband na hahha . Many things was happened during my teenage days,I was'nt able to mention all of it ,I was having a different experiences including what I shared yesterday about my bigges mistake .They say that the teenager days was the most excitement time in our lives ,different experiences to mold us and to make as a better version of our selves. Lead image from **Unsplash** And that's all for today!Thank you my beautiful fam for your time. Flexing my generous ,amazing sponsors❤️ Stay safe amd God bless