My kids skin rashes makes me stress 😢

My apologize of not writing a good article.I mostly wrote some rants and problems here ,my unending problems.If only I had a job ,it could not a problem anymore ,if only I had a job we can't face a financial crisis more often like this but I don't have .Thinking that I am useless makes me crazy.

Last thursday my eldest son was absent from school ,he can't walk properly ,he was in pain.He had some wounds or skin rasher or I think a skin disease .

I thought it just a normal wounds as my kids are having a sensitive skin,every time they played outside for a long time ,they keep scratching until it get wounds.

But then on the next day ,it multiply some new wounds was in his feet .I will not showing it you you coz its so sentisitive to look at.

My mother inlaw told me that it is an "ugahip" in our dialet and my son was suffering on it .I wanted to bring him to a doctor for a checkup but we don't have money.So I tried some herbal plants to cure it.

I boiled a young guava leaves and used the water from it to washed his wound but still it continue multiplying.I really wnated to bring him to a doctor so that he can take an antibiotic coz we can't buy it at the drug store without a prescription by the doctors

Yesterday ,he said he feel better and its not so painful as the other day.And today ,he went to school.So it made me to feel calm and comfortable but yesterday's night I saw a little wounds in my second baby's feet and I know same in my eldest son ,it is an "ugahip".I don't know whats the english or tagalog term of it .

I tried the calmoseptine ointment and applied the small wounds to prevent it from turning a big wounds but then this morning ,my little boy was crying and said its itchy and painful near in his mouth.

I was so sad and got crazy thinking about it ,I was afraid it will be spreading on his face.

So I chatted my husband ,telling to borrow money from his co workers coz we will bring our son to the doctor but he only borrowed a small amount and its not enough for our son's medication.

I checked my hive wallet hoping to recieved a tip but I don't have.I wanted to power down my hp and converted it but it will takes 7days after powerdown to get the hive.

I don't know what to do ,I got crazy thinking about it .I don't know where to run asking for a help.My siblings are also facing a financial crisis as well as my sister in-law.

I tried to asked my mother in-law but she does'nt have money ,she already used her money for her small store.

I am so stressed thinking what will happen tomorrow ,I am afraid that his wounds will spreading his body.

Even if I am tired ,I am trying to keep scrolling and find community in cash rain to participate some tasks with the hopes to win a jackpot.I am still holding my hopes coz bch is my only way for now to help me in facing this crisis we had.

Its been three days that rusty did'nt showed on my notification and I don't have enough bch in my wallet now .As I already converted it last saturday for my son' s needs.

Having in this situation really makes me feel crazy ,I felt so useless were I can't do anything for it.Unlike last year ,everytime we are running out of budget I ran to my bch wallet and that time the bch was in good status unlike today.

Its really hard seeing my kids with an illness but I can't do anything for it ,my tears are slowly falling everytime I heard them saying its itchy ,its painful,sigh!!

All I can do is to cry and sigh!😢

Anyway ,for those moms who experienced this to their kids ,please give me an advice what to do aside of taking them to a doctor.

Thank you and good evening!