How this trauma began?

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2 years ago

I am not feeling well today but I choose to be despite of what happened yesterday's night.

My two brother in-law was fighting for a small reasons ,it became big because of one of them who gets drunk and did'nt put the alcohol in his stomach.He act wildly so my husband and together with their parents ,settle them.And they was settled after a minutes of fighting and I thought that they are alright after the settlement but then around 1 am ,we able to awake because of their loud voices and their my fears ,my trauma began felt unwell because of it.

I was'nt able to sleep back and felt uncomfy ,I can't hold my tears while my body was shaking but I did'nt tell my husband about it .I was asking him not go outside and let them fight whatever they wanted ,maybe his one brother was looking something to hurt him then let him gets what he wanted.

My husband was getting inside but he keeps listening and I know he gets ready whatever may happened to his two brothers.I know he can take and just listening to them .Then suddenly he went outside with a loud voice saying "stop it,I am tired from work and not able to sleep beacause of your voices ,do you want something?well ,I can give you what ever do you want"(A shouted voice)And because I am afraid ,I quickly followed him and approached to get inside the house.When the two of them stop fighting ,he get inside the house and lay down beside our son .

But I was trying to closed my eyes but I can't sleep ,a tears was started to fall from my eyes and I felt I can't move my mouth and find difficult to breathe ,so I told my husband about what do I felt and he hurriedly get some water and massage me.

A minute later I felt better and went back to sleep ,maybe its around 2 in the morning when I able to sleep back.

And because my husband was having a work ,I need to wake up at 4 in the morning ,so I only had a few hours of sleep but its okay ,whats important is my breathing is back to normal again.

Me with 2-3hours of sleepinh😅

How does it began?

How does my trauma began?When I was a kid ,our nieghbor was always fighting ,I even saw them with a sharp long knife in their hand and did something bad to each other.

Everytime some of our nieghbor or even my father gets drunk ,well we expected there would be a trouble happened.It was not only happened once but many times ,thats why I am afraid of a drank man though I drank alcohol before but I know how to control my self and it was just a part of being so curios in everything around me.

I am blessed to have a husband who knows how to control himself when he gets drank ,he only sleeps when he get drunk,unlike his brother that will find trouble if he gets drunk.

My mother in-law was selling some alcohol and she had a videok here ,many times that some of his costumers who already was drank and was fighting and it made me to feel worried and fear.I usually locked all the windows and door if some one will fighting outside and never let the kids go outside.

Our place is a quite one and its one of the things why I love to stay here ,we are far from our neighbors but this is my problem,a trouble of the drank persons here who are so brave with the power of alcohol.But so quite if not drunk.

And that would be all for now ,I wanted to rest but my baby needs my care and later on I am going to be busy to buy something we need for my mother in-laws birthday tomorrow.

Thank you for dropping by! Do'nt worry about me ,theres no drank person right now here haha.

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2 years ago

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I am sorry you are going through this. It's a common problem everywhere where alcohol is involved. I hate drinking sessions, and it seems to be a favorite activity whenever social gatherings are held.

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2 years ago

Some people really just love to get drunk and do senseless things. Extra careful nalang tayo if may lasinggero malapit. huhu

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2 years ago

That's sad sis, i hope di a maulit yun at di na maglalasing si brother inlaw mo. Mabuti nadin at nagpa help ka sa asawa mo sis. I hope you'll recover from that trauma soon

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2 years ago

Sana sis .

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2 years ago

Sorry for the stress. I know that it's not easy and you can't send your in-laws out of the house but they need to put others in consideration when getting drunk.

Have a nice day.

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2 years ago

Thanks for dropping by.

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2 years ago

Aw ila ra sad mama namaligya og ilimnun dae hehe, ayaw na pangape kay makasamut na sa nervous.

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2 years ago

Lage dae niya ari man mag inum tas og mangahubog mag maoy na😂 Aguy saon nalang ang coffe is layp ani.

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2 years ago

Mao gayud na akong weakness sis kanang naay mag away tas makakita ko kay pangulbaan gayud ko pag ayo. Lain atong bation murag mangurog ta nga grabe ang kulba. Buti sis natigil din yung away nila. Hindi talaga maganda pag lasing sis kasi nag iiba kasi yung tao.

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2 years ago

Lage sis,kulba baya no?

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2 years ago

Kulba gayud kaayo sis. Ako nerbyosa gayud ko kaayo sis. Grabe ko pangulbaan.

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2 years ago

Kana jud ang Dili nako ganahan pag mahubog saka pa magpasiga² dae ay. Makagubot sa lugar kung naay ingon anang mga tawo.. Maayo kay nakatulog ra ka bisan pila lang ka oras dae. Ako sad pag naay ingon ana, di ko mahimutang, m mangurog ko kay nakulbaan kay basin unsa unyay pangbuhaton sa mga hubog. Lisod ra ba ug mga utok ng ingon ana.

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2 years ago

Mao gyud dae ,di na kasabot bisan unsaon pag pasabot jud haguy nalang.

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2 years ago

Tinuod jud dae, maayo nalang akong pamilya ug akong partner magkataw anay lang kung mahubog dayon matulog ra pagkahuman.

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2 years ago