Friday feels;feels exhausted

Hello read cashers and hello read cash world!!!!!!

Whats up everyone?How's your month of June started?Mine was not really good but still I am hoping that one of these days I can have my desired earning which is $3 or more everyday.I feel scattered thinking my what ifs in my mind now ,I really need to earn for our house but my noise did'nt working anymore ,sigh! And I only earn little amount here but still I am thankful for it ,as long as I can earn here ,I will continue writing some articles.And I can't deny that I here I am again ,overthinking the things happened and it came to the point na pumapatol ako sa mga post sa tiktok when it comes to money.I don't know if alam nyo yung mga content about money ,they were asking if sino yung mga may verified gcash ,may ibibigay daw ,kahit alam kong hindi totoo ay pinatulan ko hahah.

I was stressed thinking if how can I help my husband ,we really need money for our debts ,we need to pay 3600pesos a month good for 6 months and this platform is my only hope kasi in the past month I can earn 5000pesos a month and my earnings here will be going to spend for our debts ,but how?Paano kung palaging ganito?Kaya nag iisip ako ng ibang paraan para kumita at ng makatulong kay husband.

Anyway ,kaka convert ko lang ng $20 from my earnings ,my younger brother needs money for his allowance ,he was having a welding training for two months and yesterday sabi niya good for today nalang pera niya .Alam mo yung feeling na nahihirapan kang isipin kasi gusto mong tumulong but ikaw din need ng tulong kaya I told him that I will find a way though he was not asking any amount from me ,alam niyang wala din akong pera ,I was waiting for the price of bch to pump para maka withdraw ng $20 ,so this morning I converted that amount from my earnings here,I am hoping na makapag ipon ako for this month para utang namin.Hindi ako mawawalan ng pag asa,sana talaga may mahanap akong ibang paraan para kumita ng pera.

This morning ,after I take my son to school ,anyway sinama ko yung baby ko kasi walang magbabantay ,my mother in law and my niece was having their errands ,so sinama ko sa school si baby ,and when were going home ,pumunta muna kami sa kumare ko and we are having a chitchat ,maaga akong nagmarites haha.She was having a small bussiness ,she was buying tabacco and lomboy leaves ,gumagawa siya ng lomboy ,anyway yung lomboy ay altrernative na ginagamit ng mga smokers ,kasi ang mahal ng cigarettes ngayon kaya most of the smokers was switching to lomboy kasi mas mura siya.She earned 1000pesos a week by making a lomboy ,so I asked her help at turuan niya akong gumawa then she does'nt believing me ,tumawa lang siya ,hindi siya naniwalang kailangan ko ng kumita .

Most of our neighbors here was thought that we are rich ,jusko yung sister in law ko lang ay mapera hindi kami ,dahil nakatira kami sa malaking bahay it does'nt mean na hindi kami nag hihirap ,kung alam lang nila.So I told my kumare that I am not joking ,yes I am serious I wanted to know how to make it but then she said its not easy as a first timer and I told her I am willing to learn.And then my baby wanted to go home ,so it ends na hindi niya ako naturuan but next time papaturo talaga ako sa kanya.

When we came home I prepared my baby's breakfast then I touch my unfinished laundry ,I felt a headache because of too hot weather we had.Around 10:50am ,I told my husband that we will fetch our son at the school then when we came home I quickly went to the kitchen to cooked our rice for lunch.Good thing that my mother inlaw bought some fish and she asked her grandson to grilled it ,so I will not have to cook a viand for us.

After taking our lunch ,I felt sleepy and a headache was still there then I tried to put my baby asleep so that I can have a time to rest also.When my baby fall asleep ,my eldest son asked my help ,he get his bag and showed me his papers and said that we will cut all the shapes printed in that paper.I told him that I am tired I wanted to sleep but he wanted us to do this.So ,ayun I help him cut all those shapes.

And now I wanted to laydown and sleep and I remember the dishes we used from our lunch was waiting at me ,after I publish this I will wash the dishes and hopefully my baby will not be awake so that I can have a time to relax.

I really felt tired but I need to do my chores ,I need to be strong all the time because my kids needs my care for them.Sabi nga nila kapag pagod kana ,eh magpahinga ka,kaya pahinga muna ako saglit my beautiful read cash fam ha ,I'll be back soon after I taking rest😊

Hahays ,buhay nanay nga naman,ang hirap,nakakapagod but hindi ko kailangan puro reklamo nalang,kailangan kung kumilos para sa pamilya ko.

And thats it for today ,thank you for you time ,have a great day!