How Online Class and Family Problems Affect My Mental Health ?
I was never under any kind of academic pressure during my entire academic career. I had no idea it would be so difficult that I almost cried because there was so much to do. Our family also experienced a significant setback, which exacerbated my mental health.
In my experience, offline /modular classes taught me nothing. It was simply making me lazier, so I decided to transfer to another school for SH after finishing JH. The main reason I want to transfer to a private school is to learn more and to see how effective online classes are. The first week of online class is fine because there aren't many activities, but by the fifth and seventh weeks, I'm feeling the strain. Our Adviser called my parents and then they informed me that I would not be among the honor students when the first grading grades were released because I received a grade of less than 85 in one subject. And that time I started not to attended class.
Another problem was added ,it didn't become apparent until after my debut. Mama and papa fought, and our Sunday Fellowship Service was disrupted until my older brother left, followed by mama but going somewhere else. Mama never said goodbye; we assumed she was just doing something, but a day passed, and then weeks. She couldn't deal with the problem, so she decided to leave for her own peace of mind. In some way, we were all affected. It got to the point where the lenders wanted me to pay off the debt, which was traumatic. It's a good thing I have a friend and her mother I can confide in. I lack the courage to complete my unfinished tasks. I overeat even when I'm not hungry; I just want to eat to relieve my stress. Time flies by so quickly that I didn't notice Christmas was approaching, and when it arrived, I cried when I saw a post of a family together, because we weren't complete until New Year's.
The deadline for completing all tasks is approaching. I do, however, still have 20 tasks to complete. It got to the point where I went to a friend's house and returned home early in the morning because no one in our house could help me and only my friend could. The Marites gossip about me having a boyfriend even though I don't, and I'm also depressed and insane due to my intelligence. Depression is not the same as stress. Gratefully, I overcame all of the gossips and tasks to be completed, and I'm pleased that I received a line of 9 grades despite the fact that I passed very late.
In conclusion, what happened was not the only disadvantage, but it did have an advantage in that it resulted in my parents reconciling after nearly 24 years of marriage and for me to make stronger than I thought. My family still has a problem, but everything is under control. And as for my online classes, I'm hoping that even if I'm having difficulties, I'll be able to overcome them, as I did in the first semester.
