Friends

Are you a friendly person? How many friends can you make on the first day of your job? Ten, twenty, or more? Lucky for you. I myself struggle a bit making friends. But don't you dare judge me, I have friends not just as many as you have so-called "friends".

I am an introvert so it's challenging for me to start a friendship. I make friends just for somebody that I can feel a connection with. Someone that I feel I can be myself with. It is somewhat important for me that I can feel the genuineness of that person. It's kinda weird, but you can feel that something is off if that person is really meant to be a good friend for keeps.

I can say that I am a shallow person when it comes to choosing friends, easy to please. I still have my childhood friends. And I have a few friends whom I meet during elementary and my highschool days. I was lucky enough to get to know some as well during college days. And a few people from my previous work. Not as many as others have, but I'm sure that they are for keeps! I don't make friends with anyone whom I can feel she might use you in any way she can. Dependable is way different from being usable. If you really want real friends, you should ask first yourself if you deserve one.